My 126th Post: You Still Exist

Things have changed, routine is back on its track, life is again calling me back only what isn't there is your presence....I don't see you around me any more...you don't fight with me over tiny things....you don't make me jealous by sharing your things with others rather than me...you don't every time greet me with your smile because you aren't here...you are gone and you won't ever do any of these again....you don't exist in my life any more but that would be a lie and you know I don't lie....
It is a general concept that once a person leaves you physically, that person is gone forever....well this is logically correct but heart fights with logic....it believes in stuff which a sane mind wouldn't agree to...so what if the person isn't standing in front of you, that person is still around you...no matter how badly you want that someone to go, their little things remind you of them....even at times when you are missing them badly, you don't rely upon a reason to remember them and to see their face....no matter what you do, they are always there specially when they left without saying a proper good bye....
There are people whom you wish to delete from your heart and mind but you are just not able to and there are those whom you never want to lose and you keep collecting reasons to keep them in your heart and keep them alive in your life....though their absence hurts but still their ghostly presence soothes you down and glows your heart....I always have believed that life isn't really tough, we are the ones making it tougher by each passing day but, it is tough when you lose someone who was a part of your daily life....there are reasons for people to die and leave us behind and we aren't strong enough to clearly understand those and have to accept the fact that they left us....honestly, it really is tough....I never thought it would be that tough because I thought I have a tough heart but the fact is, even the toughest hearts melt when a loved one moves on.....
Little things are keeping her alive....like yesterday, I was given a pack of jellies because the shopkeeper didn't have change...though I love jellies but she loved them more....or right now, I went out to check the house and I opened the room where she slept....there were some blankets huddled up on her bed and for a moment I was like she is here and it all was a bad dream but no, sadly this is real and she is gone....she wasn't the one trying to sleep, it just was her bed with stuff upon it....so these are random things which I guess are irritating at times but honestly even without them, I still see my sis from place to place.....
No matter what, you still exist...not only for today or tomorrow, for each coming day of my life...Insha-Allah one day when I would have your nephews and your nieces, I would tell them about you and would take care of the fact that you become a part of their little world as well.....I never said this when you were here but you would always be missed by us and by me because no one is there to fight like you any more....

My 122nd Post: I Will Be There

When the sun goes down

When your face grows a frown

I will be there

When you would turn around

When you would lose your ground

I will be there

No matter what

Today, tomorrow, whenever you call

I will be there, to catch you from your fall

At times, it gets really difficult to hold on to people and to be with them from day to night....feelings change, people change and even the situations change...there are multiple reasons due to which a rift might bridge a part two people and send them to different corners from where they wouldn't want to be around each other....sometimes it is a mutual decision but at others, one has to suffer while the other walks away....
There are people who never leave....though they might leave physically and break off each and every thread binding two people, they always remains tattooed in the heart....they are among the ones for whom a person would love to cross the limits just to light a smile upon their face...the ones who would never be forgotten and would own the rights of one's care....
People fight and people drift off but at times the heart keeps on saying to them that I will be there no matter what happens...no matter how tough things get or how far a part they are, the inner voice would always tell them that don't worry, the person owning the rights of this heart and voice would always be there for you no matter how deep you fall...this someone would always jump after you without thinking a thing or two....people are not always compatible with each other or they might start developing new feelings or adopt a different nature....reasons like these rot the relationship and leaves no other alternative rather than to end in respect....but some of these people are precious and no matter how hard you try, you always feel that you somehow care for them....you always feel the will to fight for their smile and still you don't want to be with them or aren't with them....
Well, I know there are some people in my life whom I still kinda care about and would always want to be there to hold them up when they take a fall....I am not only talking about someone I have been in love with in the sense of guy and girl thing but someone who means a lot to me....that someone might be a sister to me, a brother to me, a best friend, a special friend, someone special or someone from the past but I know the list of those someones whom I am going to be there for no matter how things turn out between us....so I would like to say that I will be there when you would need me, I will be there when you think you got no one to talk to and I will be there when you want a hand....there is no need for me to mention their names because simply reading this post would prompt the ones whom I am conveying this message to...

If there are people in your life who you feel are important to you or you think you would always be there for them, do tell them one way or another....show them that you mean it and make them count on you....make them realize that someone really cares for them...do it before the time runs out....if you find it hard telling them, then simply share my post with them and dedicate it to them...they will clearly understand your intentions and your motives.....

My 120th Post: Smile :)

Mornings always bring out some changes in our moods....one day we wake up mad or the other just carry a feeling of loneliness....today I woke up, I didn't have either of those two....there was something hanging upon my face....I don't know where it came from or why is it really there but I have a smile on my face which is even smiling as I am writing this post.....regardless yesterday's ups and downs, am smiling today and I think it is really a blessing to smile like this....
At times there are some people in your contact list who just bring out a smile upon your face....their presence just makes it everything for you to achieve at that moment and you start smiling....words fade away and there is nothing to say at all except for passing a smile....every negative vibe dies off and a pleasant air fills the space....who knew that flexing few muscles could result in such a beautiful thing....
A smile is a solution to many problems...it can fix relations, it can cheer up people, it can give a feeling of warmth, it is just magical.....smile really isn't an answer of everything but the least it can do is to give someone a hope....a simple smile can cover up a large statement, 'don't worry, it will be alright..'...
I really don't have much to talk upon this topic because all I can think about is smiling at the screen....it is like I want to smile to all my readers and make them understand what I really want to say....this smile is a feeling of heaven....I really feel my heart flying towards the sky and there is no pain in it....it feels as if everything is cured by this smile I have right now.....it is like fight with me right now and all you would see is me smiling...okay yeah I would beat you back but with a smile and I guess that is what matters....
It might seem as if am a lunatic or something like that who is smiling all the time for nothing at all....yeah sure, maybe am gone goo goo but does it really matters? I mean at least I am happy from inside and my smile really boosts my soul....smiling a lot isn't bad if you ask me...sure it ain't healthy but still, it is the best feeling one can have and I am proud to have this as a part of my life...
People do various drugs just to achieve a state from where they can forget the life they are living...they go after meths or heroine and consume bags of money and destroy their health as well....for me, smiling is the best drug of them all....its cost are nominal and it is available all the time and it is good for health....so yeah, I am high but high upon my smile :)

My 104th Post: Relations

Every one of us might have studied enough chemistry to know what is bonding....well it is a long process so am not going to define it but just going to say that its main purpose is to join two or more than two atoms together....that same process, just with different rules and regulations, is applied between living things and is termed as relation....as bonding can be of different types, relations are also of various versions.....there are professional relations and personal relations so here I am going to just focus my writing upon the personal relations....
Personal relations require the connection of hearts.....when hearts combine or bond spiritually, a relationship is said to take place.....the problem occurs that it is easy to bond but difficult to maintain the connection....there are a lot of reasons due to which people separate and the most important one is the ignoring nature of human beings....they tend to ignore each and everything once they feel that they possess its authority....our mind drifts us towards the vision that what we own, would always be ours...no matter what happens, that something would pledge its alliance again and again....
When you have everything, you just become reckless and treating that something as a piece of trash after time....though some do take care of their possessions but sadly those are the ones who mostly get played with....there are a lot of things which go off track while in a relation....a person is just a human being walking on two legs and is supposed to fall while covering different paths....he is supposed to make mistakes because he ain't perfect but what one should do is to learn from the previous mistakes....if someone aces that then he/she will always continue the relation made but if fails, unfortunately would lose that someone....
It is really amusing when someone blames the other for not maintaining the relation properly when that first one didn't even care about you until the day you ended.....don't lie...sure one can have secrets but that doesn't means you lie....there are other ways as well...ignore the topic or be straightforward....maybe things would drift apart for a while but still you guys would be together....
Honestly, I don't know what I was going to state in this post but now it is just a gibberish post because of what's on my mind.....well I guess this is a part of my personal experience at the moment and in the end I would just like to say that if one can't be the right hand of a relation, then don't even dare to blame the other person.....you won't only kill the relation but upon that you are just going to destroy your image as well.....

My 63rd Post: Choosing Between L's, Love or Lust

Its nothing new...happens a lot of times and each time there is rarely a true answer to it...when we meet someone or think about someone continuously just like a stalker, we start wondering and naming the feeling which we have grown...it can be either love or lust, one way or another, the person remains in your thoughts...
Love, that is a true feeling, a desire of having someone around you and spending as much time with that person as possible....never ending care for that someone develops in the heart and it seems as if thinking about that someone is more important rather than to sleep and give the body some rest...lust on the other hand, is similar to what I have described love but with a slight difference....with all the sensitive feelings, there is a feeling of being with that someone but hooking up in a physical act....so I would say that lust is the attraction of hormones whereas love is the bond due to the heart....or lust is pleasure and love is the feeling after pleasure, something like that....
It is really confusing while choosing between love and lust.....like for instance people refer to love at first sight...that is just attraction and when someone is attracted it simply means that they want more than just spending time looking into the eyes of that person....but still people say that is possible so for me I would say that it ain't love at first sight, instead it is somewhere in between love and lust.....what if someone knows someone well and wants to get into a relation...what would that be? love? can't it be lust? when someone loves someone, he/she would really want to be with that someone and at occasions would wanna hug or do something like that....those feelings arrive because they are physically attracted towards that person as well and with time, the desire increases....so what happened, did love turn into lust or was it lust all along or it was pure love....really confusing.....
Dreaming about someone and wishing to be with that special one gets really confusing when you set your relationship status to complicated....it is just like a match of tug of war where the cloth hangs in the middle....it is really tough to make up the mind at times because love really stays on and lust drops off but at times both remain and the brain gets hung on in the middle....
Nothing is really easy and well that is life, it isn't supposed to be easy....no matter what it is, whether lust or love, you only know that there is someone special in your mind and with time things would most probably clear up...if they don't, do not worry, choose whatever you think is the best for your situation...if loving that someone would solve your problems, then love else just drool over them and forget everything and keep on smiling throughout the tough times in life....
Tc, do comment and share this blog with the people you know....

My 60th Post: What a Match!!

Seriously Pakistan, I was hoping for a better match....I mean come on sure India is a good team but such a defeat wasn't expected at all...I really waited for yesterday's match between India and Pakistan in this T20 World Cup and was expecting some more miracles by Pakistan but I can say that this match was no good as a Pakistani fan....after watching the Australia's match earlier that day, my excitement level was way too high....Shane Watson really did a great job and I was waiting for a century by him but unfortunately, he couldn't make it...any how, regarding the match I had my eyes on; it was so much exciting that I wasn't even able to keep my eyes opened....I dozed off half way between the first innings....
To be honest with my readers, I did predict that Pakistan was going to lose but still had my hopes up high....after my nap of 4 hours, I went downstairs and the question regarding the match came as 'Pakistan lost right?'...

Well it was a single match....the odd thing is that whenever Pakistan and India come to the field together, it feels like a duty to be there for the team and watch the entire match....it gets really on the nerve when these  two face off....like a rivalry just fires off...I mean, I do have friends living in India but when it comes to cricket then there is only one color in mind, Green....the Indian team is no doubt a strong team and I like some of the players from that but still, no cheering while the match....but well I liked the idea when both the teams were merged up and played side by side in the IPL....that was really fantastic....
Well about yesterday's match, I don't have any more comments upon that...just can say, India really got upon Pakistan well and Insha-Allah Pakistan would show a better performance in the mere future and get into the semifinals...there is a chance for Pakistan I guess...
And to Diablos (my football team), you had to cancel our match cause you wanted to see that match? come on...that is really disappointing because now we would have to wait for a week till the next match....
Tc, comment and do share....   

My 51st Post: The End of Life

Person never knows when and where he would fall in the deepest sleep...everything goes on and suddenly life withdraws from this planet...what belonged to the Al-Mighty Creator, returns to Him...there is no control over the number of breaths someone can take, they just end up without even a slightest clue...
Few days back, on the 9th of September, I witnessed the death of my grandmother...everything changed from a normal routine to something I can't describe...it was just a random day and suddenly turned out to be a historic event for the family....from that night, I have been wondering about the life after death....all I know is that the soul is taken away and then the person waits for the day of Judgement...that is the knowledge I have but my thoughts are beyond that...
I know, that happens and I believe in that but the thing in my mind is, what is the feeling when that happens...what does the person experience when he/she is about to die...the person upon the death bed just seems in pain when the soul is captured but is that really what happens?

I kept wondering about that and honestly speaking, I am still wondering...at this instant, my heart is pounding harder and my brain wants me to stop here because I think it is scared but I want to think and am unable to get this out of my head.....what happens when the soul is taken away...the person who dies, losses all the connections with the world, won't that be scary? what ever happens to us, we seek help from our parents or the person whom we are close to but when we die, all of them would vanish from our sight....there would be nothing in front of us except the Angel of Death....how would that feel? no one to look forward to and seek help from....our soul would be just like a prisoner, taken to a place we never can imagine...after everything, we just have to wait for the final day and till that, nothing to do....well these are the second parts of the tale, am still stuck at the point when the soul would be captured...suddenly an angel appears in front of us and takes us away, that is really scary...
A day would come when the person who was around us all the time would be no more....if I tell about my recent experience, it is really odd...the door which led to my grandmother's room, is now only a place filled with non-living things...the bed where she resided, is left cold and the blanket which she used to cover herself, is now lying at the edge of the bed in the same manner....there is a lot in my mind to burst out but lets just keep it there...
A day would come when I would get my answers to the questions which are in my head but after that day, I won't be able to think again....so honestly, I would want them to remain mystery until I don't fulfill each and every duty of my life and I don't make sure that I would wake up in Jannat after sleeping in this world....
May my grandmother earn a place in Jannat and everyone who is on the right path and the ones who are mislead, may they turn towards Him before they return to Him...Ameen....
Tc, comment and do share.....

My 43rd Post: What the Heart Says

There are bunch of complaints I keep receiving on daily basis.....all the time its the same accuser and the same victim....I don't know what to do in this matter...each day I wake up, my brain keeps nudging me to stop my heart from contributing in the decisions of my life.....it keeps telling me to warn it else I would face a serious series of thoughts....what can I do, my heart doesn't listens to me....it keeps telling me different things and whatever it says, seems legit to me.....it is really convincing.....my heart knows how to fool me and get things done in its ways....that is mostly what my brain hates and that is why it keeps telling me to snatch the power of decision making from my heart....

It is really a tough thing to do.....heart doesn't listens to anyone, it just does things which makes it rush more rapidly.....though it only wants good for us, it at times messes things up because somethings aren't supposed to be tempered with and that is what the brain knows well.....heart is just like some immature kid who wants to see the person smiling and to do that, it can cross any limit forgetting the pain it would cause.....
The heart keeps on talking a lot and tells many stories....it tries to provide guidance in stuff but that guidance is way costly...due to it, a whole day may ruin or become so odd that even with eyes wide open, things seem blurred up....I really don't know why the heart has to be like that....it could have been a sophisticated organ like the brain but no it had to be like a saint which only runs after the happiness even when it is for a little while.....
Right now my heart is saying something really stupid.....I know that would be real fun but still at this hour of the night, how can I howl like a wolf, or wait why would I even howl at anytime? see, its a foolish idea but still what can I do, my heart loves me a lot....
I do many things because my heart tells me to do so but after most, there is some regret in them...though they weren't wrong but still led to hurt....but why not to do what it tells us to do? I mean it understands us better and after doing what it says, there is always a smile on our face....if something doesn't hurts anyone and it is what makes you happy, you can do it....even if the happiness stays for few moments because in this hectic life, a smile on the face for only 3 seconds is a lot...on this thought, so what if something I did yesterday lowered my glucose level for the rest of my day...the smile it brought to my face and the relief it gave me was worth making that decision again and again for days....
I would just like to salute my heart...it surely have made things worst and increased the difficulty level of my life, but it did take care of me at the times I really needed it....taught me a lot and made me smile even when there was nothing to smile about....it just made me happy at times when there was no light in front of me....
Tc people, comment, share and do take care of your beloved heart.....

My 42nd Post: Right or Wrong

There are always two sides to a decision, right and wrong.....if its right, then everything is swell but if its wrong, things get unbalanced....but the confusing part is when we don't know what the outcome would be....but still that is easy to go through because we know that the decision might be correct just the outcome has a chance....at times, the decision itself is in the selection phase....the decision might be right or wrong....when that happens, it is really tough to select because its hard to overlook the decision....
Everybody hopes that the life would have been really easy....there would have been no requirement of thinking over a matter, just do what the heart says and the consequences wouldn't matter at all....but that isn't how life is....every single thing needs to be as perfect as possible..if not, then serious issues occur....
At times the heart will go with something which is truly wrong but still we want to do that because it seems as if everything revolves around that matter.....it keeps bugging until that is done and when finished, makes us all gloomy and off the shores of life....it is really complicated how things change and happen.....but well in the end, the fight between right and wrong continues....the decision is made but things map up in a way to take another step which then seems wrong or maybe right but the timing may be wrong.....

I am just thinking, everything is divided among these two categories.....a right thing for me may not be right for you and in the same way a wrong act may seem a right act to you.....simple example, selecting a medical university may be wrong for me but a right act for someone reading this post....but here I am mainly concerned with the logical point of view not the likes and dislikes or the capabilities......a thought should be right but how to distinguish it is the main deal.....how to know what is right and what is wrong....if I tell my methodology then I simply think that if what I am doing can be shared with my parents and can be openly talked about in the society, then there is nothing wrong with that.....but if doing something, I have to hide the tale and keep aloof from people, then I need to rethink over it.....it is easy to do wrong but when the time comes to convert that wrong into something right, then things mess up....
I wouldn't suggest to do what the heart says....heart speaks a lot and it really knows what we want and what we desire...it just wants us happy and wants us to keep smiling but doesn't thinks that maybe what it advises would be the source of pain in the mere future.....so listen to your heart, consider its thoughts but do keep your mind's point of view in your head and then make any decision....there are least chances to do wrong, mostly you would end up with a right decision but do keep in mind that maybe that right decision might hurt you for a while but that would save you from a bitter future.....
Keep smiling, stay safe, comment and share.......

My 39th Post: The Last Night

Still feel enough sleepy to nap while taking a shower....my eyes are heavy and the words I am typing, seem to fly of the screen....gonna say sorry in the start for any errors in my language....just forgive it because I am barely able to concentrate here but still, I wanted to be here for you guys.....by now, you would be wondering what is going on....what is the reason for me being so sleepy....let me just end your anticipation....had a gathering yesterday which ended a few hours back...leaving me with only 3 hours of rest before I could wake up to leave for the Friday prayer....
Honestly speaking, I was waiting for this day....I had a lot in mind and masha-Allah the night went better than I had simply expected....there were couple of things in my mind before the party started but all went well....though it was intended just for the sehri, we celebrated my dad's birthday as well....so happy birthday dad, may Allah bless you....
I am just thinking what to tell about the night....how we enjoyed or what we did was just nearly a blast...it was nice how we all sat together and talked, played games and teased each other....and thanks to one of my cousins, Taha, this all event is captured through his camera......the house seemed to glow, not because the lights were on, it glowed because of the involvement of each and everyone from their hearts....

Everything nearly ended within 3 hours and people started heading home...I thought this was all what was meant to be but no, to my surprise, all the cousins returned.....it was only the elder generation which left to get some rest but others stayed behind or returned to contribute to the part of the night's memory....we set up a place to sit and started off to enjoy....in all that fun, didn't realize how fast the time was passing by...didn't even think that the night which I was planning for few days back, would be the one I would be writing about so soon....It just seems as if it was a while ago when everyone started reaching our place....but since then, more than a half day has passed....
All those talks, smiles, laughter and that shine of the night, seems to have faded away before I could have even opened my eyes....time does really runs fast, but this fast? I guess, I was really enjoying which is why it seems to be on an express train....
I would really like to thank all who participated last night and stayed there to make a portrait in my memory lane....all who made me a part of their night and gave me enough importance to pass on a smile and sat down to chat with me...thank you....
Now I am nearly at the peak to doze off so before that happens, I need to stop writing and publish this piece....so take care all, comment and do share...and for the one's whom I have mentioned here, lets do this once more but after I wake up from today's sleep :)

My 38th Post: Those Goodbyes

First we meet someone and then we great them....then the time passes on in long long chats....some laughs are shared and some fights are dodged but everything seems lovely and enjoyable.....some secrets reveal and some mysteries unfold....the time flies of in the dripping of the words.....it feels so good and the heart wishes more but unfortunately, it has to end.....
At some point, you need to turn....maybe for a while or sometimes, forever....that is the toughest moment of meeting someone...the time when you have to say goodbye....it gets impossible to let go the one you want to be with...the one who was making you smile for the past few hours of your life.....the one who was there to set a memory in your mind.....but you have to go....life needs other requirements to be fulfilled.....staying there forever can not be done....when letting someone go, the heart gets heavy and things damp up....you had to leave because there were other things winding up but you really didn't want to leave because that was the one you felt really comfortable with...that was the one you want to be with....
There is a fear that developes in our minds at the time of a farewell that whether we would get to meet again or not, whether there would be an other series of the chat or not.....this 'whether' really messes up the mind specially when we don't want to lose that someone....we somehow try to budge things here and there in order to achieve a little window but at times that is not an available option even....
Leaving someone is really bad....the attachment of the heart really makes it tough...though the heart is only a pumping device, it sometimes tries to be what it shouldn't be....it gets us tangled up with people so badly that at times even after a long time after departure, we still miss them badly....at that moment, the heart tells us that it is possible to get to them even if the clock was ticking 4 of the morning.....its a relief that the brain stands for us and reminds us of the insanity the heart advises and we sit back in the memories missing their presence...
Goodbyes do hurt but sometimes, they just leave a mark behind...there are times when we know that the person who is about to leave, would never return.....that is the time when the heart bleeds from inside....at times the person leaves us and at others, we have to leave them....it maybe because someone dies, which surely makes it complicated but still it was a known farewell...but when the person is still alive and leaves because of some reason, that hurts.....
Well, no one can avoid it...what only matters is that we meet again...that is the only thing the heart desires...and that is the only request a person has for someone he leaves behind....
Upon this topic there is a famous Hindi song which I have in mind from days and would like to share it here, so enjoy, comment and do share...

My 31st Post: Beauty & the Beast

The famous fairy tale which robbed the attention of many strong writers and directors, the famous tale of a beauty and a beast....there once lived a beast who lived all alone in a palace with the finest riches of the world....he spent his days and nights in sorrow and the grief of being what he was....in another corner, there was a beautiful maiden who was a merchant's daughter....destiny brought both of them together and joined them in the bond of love.....the once living beast was converted into a charming prince who was under a spell of a witch....

Well that is just a fairy tale....in real life things are a bit different....but still the sidelines are the same....somewhere in this world, there would be a beauty entitled to a beast...with her love, the beast may transform into a normal human being....or maybe the other way round....but still the story does remain in books of reality.....
Someone isn't a beast just by looks...the same way, some one ain't a beauty cause of the looks....looks define nothing just that your eyes are pleased to see that face or not.....but beauty can't get the person make a stay in the heart.....the most beautiful girl or the most charming guy in this world may make you view them again and again but that doesn't certifies that you would will to stay with them forever....spending time with someone not only depends upon their outer beauty but also depends upon their inner soul....well it merely should depend upon the outer beauty but people are picky, they befriend someone not until and unless they find them attractive....
The story 'Beauty and the Beast' was a nice tale but I always expected a better plot...the writer tells us that love can happen between anyone and it has the power to break any spell but the part I don't like is mainly its description about the beast....the looks are mainly emphasized and that is what creates a question in my mind....a person doesn't needs to be beautiful in order to be a great human being, that someone just needs to have a heart which beats not accordingly to the brain....instead of making Belle, the beauty, the captive of the beast and become mesmerized by the riches, they could have just shown the friendship between those two starting off from a random meeting which with time turns into real love...proving that no matter how you look, its the personality and the nature which conquers the heart....but well the writers had something else in their minds....
My advise to all would be to run after the real beauty which is the personality of a person and try not to be the judge of the cover....not everyone is the same and if you are better than someone in looks, that doesn't means you are above them...it just means you are blessed with the outer beauty cause you required it more than the other person....so instead of being proud, shine your inner beauty by not caring about what the mirror shows....life is more beautiful that way....
Tc, comment and share......

My 17th Post: Love

Was definitely out of topics, as people refer to it, a writer's block...but I had one only for the topics....so this was suggested by my friend and I thought why not, I mean it is one of the strongest topics ever....there is a lot to talk upon this, so just wanted to express Love in my format...
People always talk about love, but rarely seem to know it....there are unlucky ones who know what it is but never owned it....for me, love is a pure feeling from the heart...though the brain takes all the actions and decisions, I still believe, that is philosophically, like most that love comes from the depth of one's heart....
There are many types of this passion....love can be for one's nation, it can be in the care of a mother, the love for a man for his spouse or even the love for a kid for his bar of chocolate...the only difference is that some stay for long and others just vanish with the winds....love can't be owned, it is earned....you can't say I love someone and they should love you back...that ain't possible....if a mother loves her child, it ain't necessary that the child loves her the same way she does....it just depends upon the child's selection....maybe he loves his dad just cause the nature of his mom, no matter how much she loves him, is strict and his dad is soft.....that doesn't mean the mother should stop loving her son....she should continue no matter what cause that is the true ambition of love...
Love doesn't means to get something in return, it mainly is the devotion of oneself to other....no matter what the consequences are, love should never end...if doesn't ends, then it is the true feeling....even when someone gets angry upon someone who is close to him/her, it is just cause that someone was special and when someone is special, it always leads to one conclusion that love consides in the heart.....
The blessing of love, has no match and that is acknowledged not after loving a child or anything materialistic, it is achieved by loving the Creator of all....the one Who has the power to destroy everything within a glimpse of a second....loving Him more than anyone on this planet, is the true kind of love and that won't ever take us to a downfall or ever hurt us...
Tc all, do comment and keep on experiencing the sensation of love....