Person never knows when and where he would fall in the deepest sleep...everything goes on and suddenly life withdraws from this planet...what belonged to the Al-Mighty Creator, returns to Him...there is no control over the number of breaths someone can take, they just end up without even a slightest clue...
Few days back, on the 9th of September, I witnessed the death of my grandmother...everything changed from a normal routine to something I can't describe...it was just a random day and suddenly turned out to be a historic event for the family....from that night, I have been wondering about the life after death....all I know is that the soul is taken away and then the person waits for the day of Judgement...that is the knowledge I have but my thoughts are beyond that...
I know, that happens and I believe in that but the thing in my mind is, what is the feeling when that happens...what does the person experience when he/she is about to die...the person upon the death bed just seems in pain when the soul is captured but is that really what happens?
I kept wondering about that and honestly speaking, I am still wondering...at this instant, my heart is pounding harder and my brain wants me to stop here because I think it is scared but I want to think and am unable to get this out of my head.....what happens when the soul is taken away...the person who dies, losses all the connections with the world, won't that be scary? what ever happens to us, we seek help from our parents or the person whom we are close to but when we die, all of them would vanish from our sight....there would be nothing in front of us except the Angel of Death....how would that feel? no one to look forward to and seek help from....our soul would be just like a prisoner, taken to a place we never can imagine...after everything, we just have to wait for the final day and till that, nothing to do....well these are the second parts of the tale, am still stuck at the point when the soul would be captured...suddenly an angel appears in front of us and takes us away, that is really scary...
A day would come when the person who was around us all the time would be no more....if I tell about my recent experience, it is really odd...the door which led to my grandmother's room, is now only a place filled with non-living things...the bed where she resided, is left cold and the blanket which she used to cover herself, is now lying at the edge of the bed in the same manner....there is a lot in my mind to burst out but lets just keep it there...
A day would come when I would get my answers to the questions which are in my head but after that day, I won't be able to think again....so honestly, I would want them to remain mystery until I don't fulfill each and every duty of my life and I don't make sure that I would wake up in Jannat after sleeping in this world....
May my grandmother earn a place in Jannat and everyone who is on the right path and the ones who are mislead, may they turn towards Him before they return to Him...Ameen....
Tc, comment and do share.....
Few days back, on the 9th of September, I witnessed the death of my grandmother...everything changed from a normal routine to something I can't describe...it was just a random day and suddenly turned out to be a historic event for the family....from that night, I have been wondering about the life after death....all I know is that the soul is taken away and then the person waits for the day of Judgement...that is the knowledge I have but my thoughts are beyond that...
I know, that happens and I believe in that but the thing in my mind is, what is the feeling when that happens...what does the person experience when he/she is about to die...the person upon the death bed just seems in pain when the soul is captured but is that really what happens?
A day would come when the person who was around us all the time would be no more....if I tell about my recent experience, it is really odd...the door which led to my grandmother's room, is now only a place filled with non-living things...the bed where she resided, is left cold and the blanket which she used to cover herself, is now lying at the edge of the bed in the same manner....there is a lot in my mind to burst out but lets just keep it there...
A day would come when I would get my answers to the questions which are in my head but after that day, I won't be able to think again....so honestly, I would want them to remain mystery until I don't fulfill each and every duty of my life and I don't make sure that I would wake up in Jannat after sleeping in this world....
May my grandmother earn a place in Jannat and everyone who is on the right path and the ones who are mislead, may they turn towards Him before they return to Him...Ameen....
Tc, comment and do share.....
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