My 128th Post: Hydians (People of Hyderabad)

Hyderabad nests people of different casts, race and nationality even but there is one thing in common which unites their attributes, their hospitality to the people who are living besides them or are our guests....people might seem rough and tough on the outside but they are soft hearted if you share an experience with them.....once a hydian likes and respects you, you would become the center of their world.....this city is a treasure chest filled with great friends who would do anything for you at any time of the day not because they want something in return, just because you spent time with them and shared a laugh or two....

People are usually seen fighting to be the first one to leave but here if you ask someone politely, that someone would stop each and everyone just to let you pass.....they are good by heart and they know how to love and respect others.....hydians simply help others just for the sake of a smile on that someone’s face.....call for help and people would line up at your service.....here people try not to lose a chance of providing a helping hand....a rickshaw would be seen pushed by some random biker, an old man’s cart being pushed by some random youngster despite his status, some kids in the street would be caught carrying groceries for a random lady or the least, some strangers shouting out to a biker to lift his stand.....hydians are the type who would stop their work to help you out and if required, would ask another hydian for advice just to get you the best results....

There are some who are the opposite of what is written here but they are in minority....if you haven’t had the best experience then your luck led you to the minority....give hydians another try and you would will to be a part of our world....hydians are not the best, but they are worth falling for....

My 122nd Post: I Will Be There

When the sun goes down

When your face grows a frown

I will be there

When you would turn around

When you would lose your ground

I will be there

No matter what

Today, tomorrow, whenever you call

I will be there, to catch you from your fall

At times, it gets really difficult to hold on to people and to be with them from day to night....feelings change, people change and even the situations change...there are multiple reasons due to which a rift might bridge a part two people and send them to different corners from where they wouldn't want to be around each other....sometimes it is a mutual decision but at others, one has to suffer while the other walks away....
There are people who never leave....though they might leave physically and break off each and every thread binding two people, they always remains tattooed in the heart....they are among the ones for whom a person would love to cross the limits just to light a smile upon their face...the ones who would never be forgotten and would own the rights of one's care....
People fight and people drift off but at times the heart keeps on saying to them that I will be there no matter what happens...no matter how tough things get or how far a part they are, the inner voice would always tell them that don't worry, the person owning the rights of this heart and voice would always be there for you no matter how deep you fall...this someone would always jump after you without thinking a thing or two....people are not always compatible with each other or they might start developing new feelings or adopt a different nature....reasons like these rot the relationship and leaves no other alternative rather than to end in respect....but some of these people are precious and no matter how hard you try, you always feel that you somehow care for them....you always feel the will to fight for their smile and still you don't want to be with them or aren't with them....
Well, I know there are some people in my life whom I still kinda care about and would always want to be there to hold them up when they take a fall....I am not only talking about someone I have been in love with in the sense of guy and girl thing but someone who means a lot to me....that someone might be a sister to me, a brother to me, a best friend, a special friend, someone special or someone from the past but I know the list of those someones whom I am going to be there for no matter how things turn out between us....so I would like to say that I will be there when you would need me, I will be there when you think you got no one to talk to and I will be there when you want a hand....there is no need for me to mention their names because simply reading this post would prompt the ones whom I am conveying this message to...

If there are people in your life who you feel are important to you or you think you would always be there for them, do tell them one way or another....show them that you mean it and make them count on you....make them realize that someone really cares for them...do it before the time runs out....if you find it hard telling them, then simply share my post with them and dedicate it to them...they will clearly understand your intentions and your motives.....

My 117th Post: Random Words

It has been around two months since I came out with my last post....somehow I am unable to write....when I write, I just lose the sight of my path and then there I am, with my words hanging without an edge and I keep on removing that post from my published list....I really don't know why but somehow I believe that I can't write any more....it is like I have a major block in my head which is making me post nothing though there are so many things to write upon here....I have many topics waiting for my mind to put out in words but when I start writing, I end up watching some video or playing those stupid facebook games....it is just like I have a torch while walking down the path in a darkness filled valley but what I miss are the batteries for my torch...somehow the writing spree is hung up as that light from that valley....
I really do want to write but I don't know why I keep resisting....I do believe that I am not a bad writer but well I guess there is this voice in my back head which keeps telling me that you really don't have much readers and it simply means that my writing is way worse than many....that voice has conquered my will I suppose....somehow I have lost the battle with that voice but I want to prove it wrong and want to win this war...so what if it won the battle, the war is still for me to win...

Writing all this has really brought me up....well literally speaking then I did change my posture from lying down to sitting up but well I think this is working....there is this light I can see at the moment which is trying to tell me to find the path....it is telling me that I haven't diverted much...the path is still there and the light is vibrating...o sorry, that was my cell phone so I guess no light at all....
I really think I should write again....I really do love writing and I was an idiot for ignoring this beauty...now writing all this I really think I have missed my hands upon this keyboard and making sounds like tic tic tic....and the pain from typing is really amazing....I don't know if you guys are really reading this still and if reading, you guys are not having an image of a lunatic blogger but I will write....I guess my block ends with this post and from tomorrow onwards insha-Allah, I will blog properly once more....
Best of luck to me guys and please keep on motivating me with your comments and your views...thank you...

My 113th Post: Religious Us

The day I took my first breath of air, I didn't know who I was or what my identity was going to be....like others, I just opened my eyes and closed them again to be cuddled in the arms of my loved ones....I didn't know what my motive was when I came into existence....I only knew that I have been sent to some people as their son, nothing else....when I grew, things revealed and I was given a certain identity to carry myself in this world...with a name and a family background, I was also enrolled in a titled category which by default is done for each and every child who steps in this world....I was categorised according to the religion of my parents and placed under the title of Islam....
What is Islam? What kind of a religion is it? Things like that were unknown to my knowledge and what was known is that it is a religion which my parents follow and I have to obey them and follow what they tell me to...with age, the knowledge increased and I came to know the difference between good and bad and the selection of a righteous path....this day, there are so many things that I know are wrong in this society and I know that they would lead me to the fire of Hell....I know I should avoid them and try to become a better Muslim but instead of doing that, I am just fooling around and dragging my mind towards the beastly activities....
I am not the judge of the ones who are reading my posts but I can say that most of the people are just namely religious....they might be following some rules and regulations but would be avoiding a lot of them....in Islam, the first thing we are taught are the rules which would keep us away from Hell....those rules are simple and easily followed....I believe in each and every rule taught to us but the last one which says to believe in the day of judgement, I am doing a mistake in that....I believe from the depth of my heart that I would be commanded to raise once more to be judged according to my deeds in this worldly life....but, the thing which is killing me is that I do believe but I ain't correcting my deeds....there are many mistakes in my character which might get me punished and the irony is that I am not avoiding them....surely I do try but my will is weak which means I am not really trying hard.....
There should be a fear in our hearts stronger than the one we have when we have to face our parents....It is the God we are talking about here...He is the one who created each and everything, even the ones we fear....if we are afraid of the creation, why don't we have the sense of being afraid of the Creator? the creation might hurt us physically but for a limited time...the Creator can punish us for eternity if He wills to do so....His torments would be much terrible than the ones we can imagine.....but still, we are ignoring that fact and moving in life the way we want to....we are avoiding simple things which He taught us to be good and are lusting over things which He has restrained us from.....
Most of us are following Him just compared to the drop of rain against the water from all the oceans....just ask your heart where do you stand and if you are far away from the gates of Heaven, try to perfect yourself and pray to Him to guide you and the others to the right path....strengthen your believes and make the aim of reaching Heaven your first priority....
May Allah bless us all and please do pray for each and everyone, including this writer.....

My 89th Post: Love After Marriage

I wonder how it would be to live suddenly with someone whom you may or may not have known but still you don't share feelings with that someone...that how someone feels after winding up in a wedlock with someone for whom there wasn't a feeling of love ever shared....the entire life changes from that moment on...you don't only have to care for what you always had to but there is a new person in your life whom you have to love no matter what, have to wake up each morning looking at his/her face....
This is just like going to a new school without the knowledge of anyone there....that is creepy but there we don't really have to love anyone to move on neither does anyone rely upon us....but in a marriage, the eyes of that someone follows our every move....both are in the state of adjusting to the other one and it is awkward for both....but what I am really trying to visualise is that how do two people, who are married without any kind of motive for each other, fall in love....is it because there ain't any other option for them or they develop a habit of being around that someone and then naturally just fall in love with time....
I don't know and most probably wouldn't ever know how it is to live with a stranger and fall in love with her because I intend to follow the path towards love marriage but still ain't sure about the future, anything can happen.....but what ever happens, I think arrange marriages are good too...it's an entirely different experience but eventually mostly everyone falls in love....how, not sure but I would just go with my theory that with time, people become habitual of their surroundings or the ones near them....with time, a husband starts caring for his wife as a bestowed duty upon him by the world and with care there are moments when there is a spark developed in between them which lightens up the relation and that care somehow, maybe magically, becomes love....love which makes a couple live and die together in this world with the image of each other in their eyes.....
The love which develops in the hearts of both man and woman is a blessing from the heaven....just think if that love didn't develop, it would be just two strangers living together under a roof in a single room without any feelings....life would be way too complicated for anyone to understand....a wife working day and night to look after her husband's family, would be just a duty and duties can also be performed by machines...the only difference would be that machines can't raise children and people can.....but, that isn't what happens....two strangers fall in love, never ending love...they may drift apart at times but still, love binds them together....the best gift of marriage, someone to be there to love you even when that someone was no one until you signed a sheet of paper and agreed to be legally wed.....

My 82nd Post: Words

Different letters when placed in a random order, usually map out nothing but those few letters when spelled correctly, make out a word which has a proper meaning and a sence of use....a word is something used to define an action, an emotion, some thing, or maybe is someone's name....so different words stand out for different things....the tricky part about a word is that at times a single word may have two or more than two meanings....it just matters upon where you place it because words have both a beautiful and a catastrophic meanings...
As a child, we are always taught the use of words....we are told of how and where we can use a certain word and some words hold a sence of respect which we are told to use mostly with our elders....but what our elders forget is that we learn by their conversations not only by their personal lectures....if they lay down rules of guidance without the act upon them, then there is no use to it because with time the rules are forgotten and what remains is how and where those words were used.....
Words may become the most strongest weapon a person has....what he uters is paid more attention and remains in history more than what he does at times....because words can be repeated and moved forward in other conversations but noone would be able to forward someone's act, that is if no video recording is available....the proper use of words is important because same words can ignite a fight and can bring peace between two parties....it just depends upon how someone uses them and the way they stress upon them....if in some party someone during a speech says 'I' in a calm tone, then noone would really grasp it but on the other hand if that same person puts a little stress upon 'I', people would have different conclusions about him....they might see him as a selfish person or someone who is trying to state or defend himself in that dilemma....
The only confusion whirling around my head is that at times when you define someone or something, no matter how true you might be, others would point out that you were the wrong one specially by being harsh in your choice of words....it is just like when you might say that someone has a rude behaviour, people might take it strongly and on the other hand you define someone's behaviour as a harsh one, people may twist it in some other way....if the words are both exactly the same then why not to accept the fact that the sayer is trying to be straight in his wordings and is just clearly pointing it out....but no, people want diplomatic answers which might not hurt someone's feelings....though I might be wrong here but I think that giving one straight answer is better than playing with words....I believe that when we play with words, which some times I do as well, we really don't want the listener to exactly get a hold of the truth we are speaking about....we still intend to keep their mind confused and manage our way out of the situation....ain't that just something wrong we were taught not to do? but again what we were taught as a kid, is only till when we were kids not when we get mature enough because then people expect us to move along the society and agree upon their facts no matter how wrong we feel they might be, but still move in some way that it might not offend them....
So this all is really confusing because we can't bluntly talk and speak the truth as it might be understood and would mark someone wrong....so why to speak of the truth in the first place if we still intend to appreciate the wrong in one way or an other and accept it as the society's flaw....the thing is that accepting it would encourage in its growth but why to care...
Well, I really don't have the answer here...if someone really can ease down my confusion clearly debating against my points, then please help me and all those who might think in this way....
Tc, comment and do give it a thought if you really want a positive change in the society.....

My 79th Post: Another Chance

This world is filled with people and the people are listed in the category of morons....I don't mean to offend any reader here so just hear me out first....people keep on commiting mistakes again and again...they can't make proper choices and be perfect....after failing they ask for another chance....now where is the logic in that? why would someone award a second chance....things could have been properly mapped out in the first place but the moran had to do a blunder...why? couldn't that someone be simply perfect like a machine? wasn't there a code of conduct taught to each and everyone, so why a mistake?
That moron my friends, is a human being and that poor soul is allowed to commit mistakes because there is nothing like perfect in its system....we make mistakes and learn from them but can't learn if we aren't awarded a second attempt....giving a second chance is essential no matter how wrong that someone was...maybe that someone really wants to clear the debt of guilt and maybe that someone really is willing to learn and straighten things and try to shape them back into a normal image....I agree that things done or said at times leave a permenent mark in life and can't be erased no matter how hard someone tries but still that image can be covered up with something pretty in the future....
It is known from centuries that the one who forgives is mightier than the one who asks for forgiveness...giving a second chance is just like forgiving the past mistake and giving a chance of reattempt....this is easily done in exams but not in life....in life people can't start off from scratch but they can edit it a bit....
Many of us deserve a second chance and the one's who you think don't, try not to judge them just give them a go if you can...that is all you can do to make things better....at times people break off just because they feel guilty to an extent that they shread into pieces and if by luck they are able to stand up and try again, they are hurled back by saying that they don't deserve it....I know it hurts when someone ruins the things in the first instance but it hurts more when that someone who wills to glue back things, realises that it is destroyed forever....so don't be cruel like them and try to put things behind...if there is a thought of getting hurt again, just forgive that someone and give a second chance but this time providing with a set of hard limits....
The one's who haven't tried for the appeal of another chance, do it quickly till you can....it would feel devastating once you get to know that time has slipped out of your grip and there isn't any form left to be filled for another attempt....
People do make mistakes and for that noone can call them a moran but the one who is habitual of stepping on the same wet floor again and again, moran is a small word in vocab to describe them....try to smile in life and with that also try to become the reason of someone else's smile....try not to let someone down but if you do, try to act quickly and tie the broken threads....
Do share this post if you liked my words and also comment here to share your views......

My 69th Post: Discovering The Truth

Ever seen those Star Plus dramas? If you have then you exactly know how it feels when we get to know the truth about something...yeah it would have been much cooler if we had those idiotic sound effects and those death defining camera views in our real life but still the feeling they show is somewhere near what we really feel....
In most of the cases the truth is ugly because we just can't digest it....it is a dish which is best served as a starter not as a desert...but still, people leave it aside for the end.....truth, is a heavy word....honestly speaking, I can't digest it as well but still I work my way into it because there is no other option besides it...it is much easier to accept the fact which is laid as soon as possible because no matter how much time we take, it would remain the same till the end....

For me, it is a really depressing moment and I get way too much gloomy and fall off the track...it is just because I believe in the beginning that what ever I am told is the only face of the tale....the stories, the dialogues everything seems to be real and there, the brain, creates up a world or better to call it a house in which that person resides....the house made from what I get told and it seems beautiful if the material pleases my nature....but the time when it all is stamped as a lie, it feels as if the house got on fire and the only way to save it is by getting it burnt or just believe that there was no fire....
It is really tough to know the truth and do nothing about it....yes, realizing the fact that everything was a lie is something but still realizing something and acting upon it are both two different things....at times, we get so much indulged in the liar and the lie that we put an intentional veil upon it so that we don't get to see the ugly face of it....we bury the truth deep down our heart and sink it like that Black Beard's treasure chest....no matter how hard others would try to thrash that lie, we would still believe that one person....yet, at times we act differently...rather than this soft and kind nature, we show a bit more rude and aggressive one....that is the case in which we would burn the house our self....the moment truth arrives at the door steps, everything is destroyed and no chance of survival remains.....
In my views, non of them is a suitable way to face a lie....the second one is better because at least the person is accepting the facts and trying to live in reality but still that also hurts because once a person gets attached to someone's lie, it is really tough to move away without getting hurt....the best way is to let the house burn by itself....instead of thumping away, it is better to watch it till the ashes remain....as it is said that with time bruises heal, or something like that, a lie would die the same way...instead of changing the life, just try to change that person without taking any hasty decisions....this will hurt less because once you are away from that someone, it would only pinch because of that spoken lie....
Just smile and try to live life to its peak and enjoy..Tc, comment and do share..... 

My 40th Post: Blame Game

Doing something is really easy...you just have to choose what you have to do and then make up your mind to do it....if the thing goes well, then it awaits some applause but if it goes wrong, then you can save yourself easily by blaming someone....that is how things work but that is what I am against....that is not the way people should live on....blaming someone is not the answer to your failure.....if you blame someone just because you couldn't do it then it shows how low graded you may be....
There is a thing in my mind and I know I can do it....instead of going through the plan, I give it a try.....I fall badly on my face....the act was a disaster...instead of realizing my fault, I simply blame my parents or someone else that they could have stopped me....is that the right thing to do? am I that blind that I don't see where I went wrong? I should have thought over it properly instead of rushing to the scene of action.....that would be completely my fault....even if someone would have advised me, I would have gone with what I wanted to do...and if I had agreed to someone who would have told me to quit the idea and then I came to know that it was one brilliant idea but there is no more time to carry it on, I would still be blaming because I didn't do it just because of that someone...
Why don't we rely just on our thinking? talking to someone and hearing their advise doesn't means that we have to follow it on any cost...that just means that we are trying to pick a safe corner before doing something....still we are the ones to take the decision not them....we are the ones to be blamed, not them....we have enough capability to see the outcome of our decision.....so what if it went wrong, we should be strong enough to stand by it instead of telling the crowd that it was his idea not mine...I didn't want to do this, he insisted....now that is simply a sign of a coward....if you blame people just because you did what they advised you to do, then I hope you have enough confidence to step up to the world as a coward....
Be fair guys....if you don't have the guts of doing something, then don't do it rather than killing someone's respect....blaming someone has one worst result, you would never be trusted by the person whom you blamed even if that someone was your best-friend...that someone had to go through rough comments and face shame just because you told everyone that you are the innocent one sitting in between....don't ruin the sails and drown the ship specially when saving a name after something so little....and if you have already blamed someone, then try to fix things by accepting the fall rather than supporting your false statement....you still have time to do the right thing but remember, if you blamed in public, then clear the things in the same crowd....
Learn to preserve things specially relations....if you blame someone in order to make a new relation or save an other, you are truly making a mistake....there are other ways to do things....to break something in order to gain an other still leaves you with a single thing in hand....understand it, its simple math people...so stop blaming and try to be honest with everyone, that would earn you respect and trust....
Tc, comment and share.....

My 25th Post: Blackout

Opened up my computer, just started off writing a post..hmm na lets see the mails and notifications on facebook first....o o o, I got a reply from her....me clicking upon it and dam, the light is gone.....that is one of the most frustrating moments ever....I mean come on that ain't fair....we pay the electricity bill and all the taxes fairly and still we are rewarded with this....why can't the government generate more power instead of load-shedding....
The blackouts are seriously getting upon my nerves.....its getting tough to get the things done....now we ain't in some stone age where light only existed as flames...we need electricity, that is the basic need....imagine instead of all these words here I just post a black picture....not being racist at all just meant to say a pic in which you won't see anything....that is how it feels during a blackout....at times it gets too dark....like yesterday at night turned on my pc and went downstairs for a stroll....sat on a chair to hit back and laze for a while but thanks to WAPDA (water and power development authority), the lights went off and it was seriously black....could see nothing around me not even my hands, even if there was a piece of diamond in my hands, it wouldn't have shined.....
Now is that fair? here in Pakistan, these problems are increasing day by day....the worst part is that due to some off the track nationalists, all suffer....there is no power to supply cause there is a misuse of light in our country and the ones who are on white track, are the ones who have to suffer with lame and questionable accuses....at times, the bills aren't properly set out and different stories are told to make them the right ones....well that is another tale....but I wanna say is that why can't our government control these facts? It is easy and simple...just be loyal to the country...do for the nation first or at least perform the job you are given with loyalty....that is it, just don't cheat, please....
Well these blackouts won't end and that doesn't means that we stop our jobs...no matter how much the power draws off, I would be back here when it returns to write upon my blog....WAPDA, you can't stop me....well just saying don't take it upon your heart, seriously....
Tc, comment and share....

My 24th Post: Let the Word out

Everywhere it is the same....there are locks upon the mouths people who see and hear everything....they don't say a word against the wrong doing and still expect the things to get better....it is impossible....it is just like, I would sit and watch t.v all day and still want viewers here on my blog....why would that happen? unless and until I don't put and effort into it, I won't get that....I need to get on with my work and pick up my lazy bones to get you guys here reading my words....
But that is not what I want to say.....I just wanna say that someone has to stand up...who says to be there in the public and start shouting? there are ways to get justice....the word known as anonymous helps a lot here....instead of posting something under your name, you can simply hide your identity just like some undercover cop....these days the communication is strong...the media picks up anything which seems a leading fact to the broken chain....
It is easy, just get some guts....I am not only talking about telling the truth and stand for justice for political matters or all those that involve the betterment of a country....someone can stand up simply for a kid in school who was telling the truth that he did do his homework but his dog ate it, that is if his dog really ate it....but well, we should just tell people....if can't express verbally then you can just do it through your writing....people will read....and when you would do that, you would make yourself proud even if what you stood for didn't get an applause....just keep in mind that sometimes to do right, you may get in trouble but that is alright cause you did something right and you stood up...that is what all matters.....
So people let the word out in any best way possible and let people know the truth.....until and unless we don't speak the truth, our community wouldn't prosper...instead it would go down and down and down...
Tc, do comment and share and think upon what I just talked about here.....

My 2nd Post: Life like this

Life really is way too short to think that it is never going to end...it is just like a glimpse of some shine which
will fade away as soon as the eye blinks....it feels just if yesterday, I was sitting on my bed wondering what will
happen to me when I grow up and now I recall that incident from years back...
we don't even realise what we miss throughout our life and what we neglect, we just move on without even wondering
that time really runs faster than our thoughts...it feels as if we just had our first birthday yesterday and today
here we are on my post, reading what I have to say...
that is life and the true miracle is that in such a small period of time, it teaches us many things and provides us
with every millimetre of experience which logically seems uncontrollable but a power is there controlling every thing
and handling our threads of knowledge and wisdom....
if we just recall even our past 48 hours of life, we can come up with various of new things which we experienced or
we learnt...even in the last 5 seconds, most of you have learnt a new thing which is the way I write and the fact
that you like this post or not :)
to be honest with you all then there was something else up my mind but I didn't want my starting posts to be so 
gloomy and all...what I wanted to talk upon can wait for the next post and till then take care everyone and do 
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