My 118th Post: Hilarious Life

One moment, I am sitting at my porch staring at the moon, just dreaming about my future...thinking about the best possible ways to get along and eventually getting my hopes high with the image in my mind that nothing is going to fall apart this time...nothing is going to stop me from achieving my dreams....nothing is going to leave my side, not this time....the next moment, I brush my jeans and move back in because life had something else coming for me....
Things don't really go the way we want them to...there is always something else stored for us in the back but we rarely come to know about it until it seems as if it were a joke...at times, it really feels as if we are the centre of a ring where life is our master and we are there just to please it....instead of getting rewards for our efforts, we are tricked into another act which follows the clouds of misery and sadness...it is just like one craving for water but instead gets plenty of food served....that someone wants a drink but no, life wants him/her to have food....
I don't know but life does sometimes seem to be a comedy act and it really seems that it is cruel and unfair but that is just our illusion....though at times we might think that we deserved something which someone else received, we are wrong.....the fact that we are humans, we look at things limiting the span of our future...we don't really think far because that isn't in our power....life knows what is good and what is bad for us....it knows when to serve us something and when to take away something....though the moment we might think that it was cruel and is playing jokes upon us but that is just our ignorance of the fact that nothing belongs to us more than our life and that makes it sure that life cares for us more than any human being alive....maybe that someone didn't get a drink because he/she would have started eating food after eliminating the thirst and that food might become a cause for his/her illness....
There is always a motive behind things.....though you didn't get something today, maybe you might get it tomorrow or maybe you would get something better....you would get what is better for you.....today's hurt might be a strong ally in the future...
Life really ain't hilarious much, though its ways are but that doesn't means that one should drown in the ideas composed by our high brain....so cheer up and look for the next sun rise to start all over again and search for the better option for our future....

My 43rd Post: What the Heart Says

There are bunch of complaints I keep receiving on daily basis.....all the time its the same accuser and the same victim....I don't know what to do in this matter...each day I wake up, my brain keeps nudging me to stop my heart from contributing in the decisions of my life.....it keeps telling me to warn it else I would face a serious series of thoughts....what can I do, my heart doesn't listens to me....it keeps telling me different things and whatever it says, seems legit to me.....it is really convincing.....my heart knows how to fool me and get things done in its ways....that is mostly what my brain hates and that is why it keeps telling me to snatch the power of decision making from my heart....

It is really a tough thing to do.....heart doesn't listens to anyone, it just does things which makes it rush more rapidly.....though it only wants good for us, it at times messes things up because somethings aren't supposed to be tempered with and that is what the brain knows well.....heart is just like some immature kid who wants to see the person smiling and to do that, it can cross any limit forgetting the pain it would cause.....
The heart keeps on talking a lot and tells many stories....it tries to provide guidance in stuff but that guidance is way costly...due to it, a whole day may ruin or become so odd that even with eyes wide open, things seem blurred up....I really don't know why the heart has to be like that....it could have been a sophisticated organ like the brain but no it had to be like a saint which only runs after the happiness even when it is for a little while.....
Right now my heart is saying something really stupid.....I know that would be real fun but still at this hour of the night, how can I howl like a wolf, or wait why would I even howl at anytime? see, its a foolish idea but still what can I do, my heart loves me a lot....
I do many things because my heart tells me to do so but after most, there is some regret in them...though they weren't wrong but still led to hurt....but why not to do what it tells us to do? I mean it understands us better and after doing what it says, there is always a smile on our face....if something doesn't hurts anyone and it is what makes you happy, you can do it....even if the happiness stays for few moments because in this hectic life, a smile on the face for only 3 seconds is a lot...on this thought, so what if something I did yesterday lowered my glucose level for the rest of my day...the smile it brought to my face and the relief it gave me was worth making that decision again and again for days....
I would just like to salute my heart...it surely have made things worst and increased the difficulty level of my life, but it did take care of me at the times I really needed it....taught me a lot and made me smile even when there was nothing to smile about....it just made me happy at times when there was no light in front of me....
Tc people, comment, share and do take care of your beloved heart.....

My 41st Post: Chand Raat

A few days back, I wrote off a post upon the act of iftari....what goes on and what we feel during that time interval; wrote every detail and naming it the part of Ramadan....it feels as if that was only a week earlier when I included that post in my blog but no, the whole month passed away tonight....Ramadan of 2012 just ended, this blessed month won't be back for an other year now....who ever did good and fasted the whole month, would certainly receive his/her rewards and who so ever did bad, may Allah bless him/her and forgive all those encountered sins...

Well as the month ends, it is time for Eid....a day celebrated on the closure of the month after the sight of the crescent moon of a new month....in my region, Eid is going to knock on our door steps on 20th of August and today was the day to complete all the preparations for the upcoming parties!!

I have been busy in some chores since 3 days now....had a long list of shopping and some other work but still that wasn't as hectic as today....my arms really hurt right now because today was the final day and had to finish all the remaining things....today was the final fast and was the chand raat (night of the sight of a new moon)....

The day started as any other day of the month....I remained awake till sehri in order to blog and then after sehri was going to sleep but received a text from my buddy that he had arranged a football match...I knew how the day was going to be but still it was football....I just couldn't say no specially on the last day of Ramadan....it felt special....so instead of sleeping went out and played and won as well....the game ended with 4-3....came home, slept late so woke up late and the time was messed up....had to do some shopping and then gave time to the family....after everything, I started to wax my ride and after nearly 4 hours, told myself that now the job is done.....get freshened up and relax....

Well that was the summary of how I spent my day....but normally that was the least busiest schedule anyone would have....you should really check out the markets...they are flushed with people rushing from here and there....the shops seem to be filled with enough people to make them burst apart....I can still imagine a road jam and the drivers continuously honking and looking forward to get a perfect parking spot....housewives at home, would be busy in preparing delicious dishes for people like me to munch on....most of those dishes would be something sweet in order to fill hearts with love and to make a person drip nice words on the day of Eid....girls would be busy in getting their hands tattooed with mehandi....I hate mehandi but still me hating it doesn't makes any difference, just making a statement here.....

Everyone would be running here and there....someone would be shouting because their dress isn't perfectly stitched and on the other hand there would be a person among us all who couldn't get a hair cut and now the barber's shop is over crowded...everyone would be busy tonight in doing stuff....this all seems a fuss but still it is worth it....after a night's fuss, a beautiful day would arrive.....

Now it is my time to sign off because I have to wake up early for the Eid prayer....in all the work, I forgot to confirm the time for the Eid prayer but well got the information...just a few moments earlier, my elder cousin Yaqoob called to inquire about the time and then in the end told me to mention his name here...so here it is bha, you are mentioned in my post :) would see you at the prayer tomorrow insha-Allah and I exactly know what you are going to say so I would like to say sorry in advance :P

Take care everyone, hope you had a wonderful time today and keep yourself updated with my blog....do share and comment.....