My 123rd Post: Stranger On Chat

I am just blank...I don't know how to start this....really there is nothing in my mind....no words no nothing....it should be something nice, something interesting, something out of this world...it should be something which would grab the reader off her feet and into the air floating over my words....it should be something perfect, something which no one might have ever used....it should be something from my heart but still should be classy enough to show my coolness.....I know what to say and I just know the right words to type....they would be "hi there"....
On a chat, with a total stranger....it is like going in a war with Japanese weaponry but having no clue of the instructed language.....no idea what to say and how to grab the attention....the mind goes totally blank because each smooth line might trigger the bomb that is might force the person to leave....the mind keeps wondering what to say because that start is the only thing that would impress the other person to stay and talk....it shouldn't be too cheesy because that is totally fattening for a start....it shouldn't be out of line because that would break the glass of respect....it shouldn't be something over thought because something which reveals how much you thought before starting a simple chat would indicate the fact that you are a pretender....it should be something simple and appealing at the same time....a simple compliment or greeting work at times.....

Got a reply, now what....everything goes blank....adrenaline rushes through the system and the eyes keep staring at the screen...the heart pumps faster and faster as if it were to beat the time track of Indianapolis 500....for a moment, the hands freeze upon the keyboard and the mind tries to settle back in....suddenly, you gain enough strength to strike some keys and there you have it, a reply upon your screen ready to be sent....the conversation starts and the stranger settles in....victory...
Talking to this stranger seems wonderful because there is a feeling that even though that someone doesn't knows you, he/she is still willing to be there for you....it feels that there is hope in you and you are good enough to get an attention from a total stranger, that you deserve things in life....it gives a rise to dead motivation in life and brings a new dawn....
Talking to strangers isn't safe, that is what we were taught but what is safe? The person you knew since your childhood turned out to be a crook so that leaves a chance that this someone might be an angel or someone whom you might really count on in the upcoming future....stranger today might be someone important tomorrow....trusting someone is something else but before deciding that you can't trust someone, you need to give a chance at least....if there isn't any trust then there is nothing to break and if nothing to break then there is no spice and if no spice then no life....talk to a stranger today...try to know that someone....there are good people even outside the circle you live in.....

My 117th Post: Random Words

It has been around two months since I came out with my last post....somehow I am unable to write....when I write, I just lose the sight of my path and then there I am, with my words hanging without an edge and I keep on removing that post from my published list....I really don't know why but somehow I believe that I can't write any more....it is like I have a major block in my head which is making me post nothing though there are so many things to write upon here....I have many topics waiting for my mind to put out in words but when I start writing, I end up watching some video or playing those stupid facebook games....it is just like I have a torch while walking down the path in a darkness filled valley but what I miss are the batteries for my torch...somehow the writing spree is hung up as that light from that valley....
I really do want to write but I don't know why I keep resisting....I do believe that I am not a bad writer but well I guess there is this voice in my back head which keeps telling me that you really don't have much readers and it simply means that my writing is way worse than many....that voice has conquered my will I suppose....somehow I have lost the battle with that voice but I want to prove it wrong and want to win this war...so what if it won the battle, the war is still for me to win...

Writing all this has really brought me up....well literally speaking then I did change my posture from lying down to sitting up but well I think this is working....there is this light I can see at the moment which is trying to tell me to find the path....it is telling me that I haven't diverted much...the path is still there and the light is vibrating...o sorry, that was my cell phone so I guess no light at all....
I really think I should write again....I really do love writing and I was an idiot for ignoring this beauty...now writing all this I really think I have missed my hands upon this keyboard and making sounds like tic tic tic....and the pain from typing is really amazing....I don't know if you guys are really reading this still and if reading, you guys are not having an image of a lunatic blogger but I will write....I guess my block ends with this post and from tomorrow onwards insha-Allah, I will blog properly once more....
Best of luck to me guys and please keep on motivating me with your comments and your views...thank you...

My 114th Post: Society Blamed For Image

People believe that we are the image of our environment....what we grow up to be, depends upon our surrounding and the type of people we had since our birth....a child if born in a house of a thief would in the end become a thief in his latter life, same goes for a child born in the house of a priest...instead of becoming a thief, the priest's child will be a model of his/her religion....so the future of a person depends upon what he/she is provided....the fact that a person's will and understanding won't make a change....whatever a child molds into is fully dependent upon his background.....
I do not agree with the point I laid in the first paragraph....if this was the case then till today, only a single type of human character would had been found....but no, there are differences in people....there are good and there are the ones who lack good in them....it ain't necessary that a priest may give birth to a priest and a thief would bring up a thief in his house....it depends upon the child and the intensity of its blindness....it is just like the case when a child learns to cry just to get what it wants...so if that child really wants to get something, to change into a better human being, it would dig up a way no matter what....but if that same child is happy with the way the things are going, there won't be any change in him/her....it would lead a simple life and follow the path his parents, or someone he adored, led.....

When we are born, we are given some characteristics which help us to learn and to survive in a better manner in this life....though someone might be uneducated, that someone would still be aware of the difference between injustice and justice....the simple way to know that is to imagine a case making oneself the victim of the impact caused by the decision taken....if one thinks that things weren't fair and there was injustice involved then that same would be the thought of someone else....so it is really simple to judge between two statements and choose a better one....for example, if someone has a task to kill someone, the killer might think it is a good idea because he/she is going to be paid for that but if that killer steps in the foot of the victim, then I don't think his/her selection might be the same...everyone loves their life, to kill might be a profitable business but to die only leads towards bankruptcy and would encounter a loss of life....
A person has the options in front of him and it is upon him to decide what he wants to go with....it is only he who maps his life....society does play an important role in one's life but if someone wills to do good, no one would be able to stop him....but if someone really wants to shower in the dirt of his inherited society, then no one in this world can stop him....what ever he is given, he would end up becoming a part of that dirt....
Try evaluating things and at times, do listen to your heart while making some decisions.....it might hurt you but a honest heart won't guide towards the path of evil....