My 123rd Post: Stranger On Chat

I am just blank...I don't know how to start this....really there is nothing in my mind....no words no nothing....it should be something nice, something interesting, something out of this world...it should be something which would grab the reader off her feet and into the air floating over my words....it should be something perfect, something which no one might have ever used....it should be something from my heart but still should be classy enough to show my coolness.....I know what to say and I just know the right words to type....they would be "hi there"....
On a chat, with a total stranger....it is like going in a war with Japanese weaponry but having no clue of the instructed language.....no idea what to say and how to grab the attention....the mind goes totally blank because each smooth line might trigger the bomb that is might force the person to leave....the mind keeps wondering what to say because that start is the only thing that would impress the other person to stay and talk....it shouldn't be too cheesy because that is totally fattening for a start....it shouldn't be out of line because that would break the glass of respect....it shouldn't be something over thought because something which reveals how much you thought before starting a simple chat would indicate the fact that you are a pretender....it should be something simple and appealing at the same time....a simple compliment or greeting work at times.....

Got a reply, now what....everything goes blank....adrenaline rushes through the system and the eyes keep staring at the screen...the heart pumps faster and faster as if it were to beat the time track of Indianapolis 500....for a moment, the hands freeze upon the keyboard and the mind tries to settle back in....suddenly, you gain enough strength to strike some keys and there you have it, a reply upon your screen ready to be sent....the conversation starts and the stranger settles in....victory...
Talking to this stranger seems wonderful because there is a feeling that even though that someone doesn't knows you, he/she is still willing to be there for you....it feels that there is hope in you and you are good enough to get an attention from a total stranger, that you deserve things in life....it gives a rise to dead motivation in life and brings a new dawn....
Talking to strangers isn't safe, that is what we were taught but what is safe? The person you knew since your childhood turned out to be a crook so that leaves a chance that this someone might be an angel or someone whom you might really count on in the upcoming future....stranger today might be someone important tomorrow....trusting someone is something else but before deciding that you can't trust someone, you need to give a chance at least....if there isn't any trust then there is nothing to break and if nothing to break then there is no spice and if no spice then no life....talk to a stranger today...try to know that someone....there are good people even outside the circle you live in.....

My 117th Post: Random Words

It has been around two months since I came out with my last post....somehow I am unable to write....when I write, I just lose the sight of my path and then there I am, with my words hanging without an edge and I keep on removing that post from my published list....I really don't know why but somehow I believe that I can't write any more....it is like I have a major block in my head which is making me post nothing though there are so many things to write upon here....I have many topics waiting for my mind to put out in words but when I start writing, I end up watching some video or playing those stupid facebook games....it is just like I have a torch while walking down the path in a darkness filled valley but what I miss are the batteries for my torch...somehow the writing spree is hung up as that light from that valley....
I really do want to write but I don't know why I keep resisting....I do believe that I am not a bad writer but well I guess there is this voice in my back head which keeps telling me that you really don't have much readers and it simply means that my writing is way worse than many....that voice has conquered my will I suppose....somehow I have lost the battle with that voice but I want to prove it wrong and want to win this war...so what if it won the battle, the war is still for me to win...

Writing all this has really brought me up....well literally speaking then I did change my posture from lying down to sitting up but well I think this is working....there is this light I can see at the moment which is trying to tell me to find the path....it is telling me that I haven't diverted much...the path is still there and the light is vibrating...o sorry, that was my cell phone so I guess no light at all....
I really think I should write again....I really do love writing and I was an idiot for ignoring this beauty...now writing all this I really think I have missed my hands upon this keyboard and making sounds like tic tic tic....and the pain from typing is really amazing....I don't know if you guys are really reading this still and if reading, you guys are not having an image of a lunatic blogger but I will write....I guess my block ends with this post and from tomorrow onwards insha-Allah, I will blog properly once more....
Best of luck to me guys and please keep on motivating me with your comments and your views...thank you...

My 96th Post: Facebook, Why You Change?

As I logged in right now, there was a surprise waiting for me....our dear old Facebook decided to change again and this layout is bad as always...I don't know what the designers are getting paid for...are they here to make things look good are just to irritate each and every user....but why does Mark needs to change the layouts? It looked good as it was so he should have left it that way....but no, why would he? He needs to show people that he is still working upon the site and trying to make it better...
Yes, I do agree that at times when facebook changes, it brings in new and improved policies which help us in one way or another....since the beginning, a lot of its changes have eased our work and helped us in being socially close to others in a much better way...but again, the layout doesn't requires much a change....it was perfect before the last change but no, they have to change each and everything every time...
The irony of this situation is that no matter how they shape facebook, most of us ain't going to end using it....it is a very good social site and it helps connect with the ones we haven't seen in ages in a way that we really don't have to see them personally....they really don't have to be around us to show what's up with them, we just can do that by following them or by adding them....it is a way to see the ones we don't talk to or don't intend to talk to in reality but still want to know what is happening with them or in there life...in other words, it helps to stalk very beautifully....
It is a request Mark Zuckerberg, please don't change the layout again and again....or at least leave out an option for people that who want to change the view, may and who don't, they aren't forced to do so....and the ones who do, they should always have a way to revert....or introduce facebook templates and let people choose what they want but keep somethings permanent so that the uniformity of facebook remains...
I hope my post is heard and something really happens except my account getting deleted forever and stuff like that.....

My 78th Post: Burraq Mama For You :P

Well this post was supposed to be on the night before today or I guess it wouldn't have been here even if I had remembered the occasion....I usually don't do this but had to make up to Burraq for not wishing him on his birthday on 19th of this month because there are chances that he might kick me outta the football club :P Am just kidding....he won't do anything like that, still I had to wish him in a better way than just commenting on his facebook wall under his status of 'thanks'....
Well, am not really sure of what to write further in this post so am just gonna scribble here what ever comes in my mind....Burraq, well he is a nice guy or somehow is a great dude to hang out with...I have mostly been with him only on the field but I guess that covers most of his personality because there, I have seen most of his sides....puns a part, he has demonstrated leadership, companionship, sincerity, umm responsibilty (except the part of the team kits :P) and at times tharkiship, which is something he is best at :P
Burraq really brings out the unity in our team, not saying that he is the main reason of the team playing together because others are contributing the same but yeah, he is one of the main foundations of the team....except this all, he is a nice guy to talk to and spend time with....and his worst quality so far is that he never leaves someone's side without marking a smile on his/her face....this guy is a nice friend, a good teammate and hits a home run in being a lady's man....
Well bro, be blessed and hope you see plenty of birthdays and next time, please remind me to wish you exactly at 12 :) I guess this covers up for my penalty of being late this year and for the rest of you, if you haven't wished him yet, do it by commenting on this post or even if you have already wished him, wish him again and get my post some hits :P
Happy Birthday mama :)
P.s. tried editing a barca bday hat upon you head, but I suck at editing :P

birthday boy :D

My 71st Post: Emerging Artist, Anam Ashraf

Every eye has an ability to locate beauty from a distance and for that there is no need for any experience, no offense but any newb can point out a beautiful image....the tough part is creating something which is beautiful, something which clings to the eye and stays attached for long...there are talented people in this world who have the art of creating something immense and one of them is the artist whom am talking about here...

Am not a critic by any chance but not a noob as well...I can recognize a talent when I see one...Anam is a student of fine arts in Indus Valley School of Art...she is a versatile artist and her techniques are beautiful... her work for me portrays the type of person she is...it is beautiful, full of hope and positive energy....just like the image on the left....a beautiful scenery painted by her....a place which most of us might have dreamed of..somewhere, off the shores surrounded by crytal water and sunset just tipping it off, just beautiful....I asked her a question that what is the best painting in her views and her reply was

"One that is able to speak to u

I mean mostly ppl just go on n paint stuff that already exists

Be Creative"

As a child, she was always into art and it was her dream to master it and hold on to it as a profession...now, she is climbing up the stairs to reach the 7th sky but still that child lives in her....her inspiration is her mother, though I haven't seen any of her work, I can tell it would be magnificent by viewing Anam's art...I just love the painting on the right side...somehow each time I view it, I just keep staring at it because it is beautiful...the bold and the confident look she has, is astonishing....it depicts the control women have in life over things...they are beautiful by looks but still they know how to get things done....the detailing in this painting for me is amazing...the eyes, the nose, the cheeks, everything is kind of perfect here...

A lot of Anam's work mostly is upon some building or a forest or simply flowers....those are the signs of her soft nature and trust me they are speaking the truth.... like the picture of a painting on the left....someone doesn't needs to have a high imagination because this work easily drifts one towards that forest...when I glaze upon it for a while, it feels like something is nostalgic about it...though I haven't been there in my past but still this drags me there....just look at the clean brush stokes made....I guess this painting needs patience and steady hands...though it might seem simple and easy but give it an other look....the leaves on the ground are of different shades making it a perfect autumn for someone to enjoy.....
There is a lot of work under her name but due to lack of space, I won't be able to paste more pictures here...but for the ones who are amazed by this artwork, you can check out her page Bellas Arte by Anam on Facebook...trust me, after checking out that page, you would definitely want her painting to hang upon your wall....I hope I have justified her work and if not then Anam, am only a writer not an artist :p
Tc, do comment and share the post and her work and in case if you find it tough searching the page, the link is pasted in the end...

 https://www.facebook.com/bellas.arte?ref=ts&fref=ts