My 123rd Post: Stranger On Chat

I am just blank...I don't know how to start this....really there is nothing in my mind....no words no nothing....it should be something nice, something interesting, something out of this world...it should be something which would grab the reader off her feet and into the air floating over my words....it should be something perfect, something which no one might have ever used....it should be something from my heart but still should be classy enough to show my coolness.....I know what to say and I just know the right words to type....they would be "hi there"....
On a chat, with a total stranger....it is like going in a war with Japanese weaponry but having no clue of the instructed language.....no idea what to say and how to grab the attention....the mind goes totally blank because each smooth line might trigger the bomb that is might force the person to leave....the mind keeps wondering what to say because that start is the only thing that would impress the other person to stay and talk....it shouldn't be too cheesy because that is totally fattening for a start....it shouldn't be out of line because that would break the glass of respect....it shouldn't be something over thought because something which reveals how much you thought before starting a simple chat would indicate the fact that you are a pretender....it should be something simple and appealing at the same time....a simple compliment or greeting work at times.....

Got a reply, now what....everything goes blank....adrenaline rushes through the system and the eyes keep staring at the screen...the heart pumps faster and faster as if it were to beat the time track of Indianapolis 500....for a moment, the hands freeze upon the keyboard and the mind tries to settle back in....suddenly, you gain enough strength to strike some keys and there you have it, a reply upon your screen ready to be sent....the conversation starts and the stranger settles in....victory...
Talking to this stranger seems wonderful because there is a feeling that even though that someone doesn't knows you, he/she is still willing to be there for you....it feels that there is hope in you and you are good enough to get an attention from a total stranger, that you deserve things in life....it gives a rise to dead motivation in life and brings a new dawn....
Talking to strangers isn't safe, that is what we were taught but what is safe? The person you knew since your childhood turned out to be a crook so that leaves a chance that this someone might be an angel or someone whom you might really count on in the upcoming future....stranger today might be someone important tomorrow....trusting someone is something else but before deciding that you can't trust someone, you need to give a chance at least....if there isn't any trust then there is nothing to break and if nothing to break then there is no spice and if no spice then no life....talk to a stranger today...try to know that someone....there are good people even outside the circle you live in.....

My 30th Post: Tired

If I could just print out my image at the moment, you would have understood what tired really means....my style, my face and specially my eyes would tell you each and every detail of the situation when someone gets tired....its just so tough to maintain a pace and a firm grip on anything....I really wanna fall back and relax....let my eyelids dance together and close the lights for the night....trust me, while writing the last line I was just lost in the vision of that action's outcome.....it feels so mesmerizing that it is becoming a part of my habit for the moment....

I am tired cause today was a way busy day for me....a football match followed by trips to the market and upon that its Ramadan so have a fast as well....so am tired not cause of anything else, but just cause I have used up a lot of energy and need to recharge myself.....
Being tired just cause of wearing out is a normal routine.....every one gets that and its random....so ain't a big blow as tomorrow insha-Allah, I will have my energy back after a beautiful sleep....but getting tired of something or someone, is a different feeling.....
It gets irritating having that something in one's life....and the worst part is, its tough to get rid of it....when you are tired of something, unbelievably that winds up in front of you more than ever and gets upon the nerves....not everything is exchangeable like old t.v for a new, at times we have to adjust but adjusting is tough and so is moving on....the mind gets confused and then gives up at a point and instead of improving that, we just get tired of it....that doesn't means that we move on, instead we hang on to it with a single thread but with the strength of a bundle....
Surely life is a miracle and a blessing but it gets tough at times.....but it teaches us one important thing that don't let go no matter what...just keep on trying, a day would definitely come when you would succeed.....trust me that really happens....instead of getting tired of something, just try to grab it again and again....it would become better with time and varnishing, just needs your attention in a proper way...and soon a day would drop off when the smile of victory will rise....so stay together and keep on the hard work...
Time for my hard work to take a break so tc, comment and do share...