My 131st Post: Am I Forgotten?

Am I forgotten? Ever wondered if people remember you even when you don’t talk anymore. I mean the person whom you used to be a best bud of and now you guys don’t talk, do you think they would have you in their mind still. Or someone whom you thought was important for you but then things didn’t work out and the chapter got shut away for the spiders to nest in. Ever wondered the way you think about them, the way you recall their precious memories, their names and their existence, would they be doing the same time after time.

I have met a lot of people in my age and with most of them, I don’t have any contact at all. Some were just random folks but then there also were those whom I wanted to be a part of my each and every memory. Destiny didn’t have their pictures in my timeline but still I have them in my head. Like the friends I had made in my junior years. Some of them are still in contact but then again majority are like the leaves of fall which flew away from me.

I still remember the names of each and every girl I had a crush upon or whom I fell in love with. Some of them know the fact that I was drooling upon them but specially the girl whose name the cupid struck me with knows it well because she is the only one till the date whom I had enough courage to propose. Well I do wonder if she even remembers me and recalls my memories or thoughts at times. She did had made it clear that I am not going to be a part of her memories by blocking me from every way possible but still, I just wonder if she remembers me.

Then there were random others whom I thought would remain my friends but it didn’t happen. Like a great friend of mine from the school days whom I used to hang out with. She was a nice person and best of all, she helped me out in my love thingy but then something went wrong and it ended. Or like my recent thought about a friend whom I had a misunderstanding with and now she remains at a distance though I did clear it all and our chat ended with my words that I would wait for her reply when she would be willing to talk no matter how high the pile of the years get. Now I wonder it has been months since we talked, does she even remember me. There are a lot of people like her whom I drifted apart from and it has been long since we talked but I don’t think they remember me because alright a girl might have some issues but what about a guy? What about my buddies from the school days whom I haven’t heard from in years. I really don’t even know if they are alive. Well that is life.

I do wonder and I believe everyone does because one can not just kill a memory out of the system. We are not machines whose RAM can be erased or something, we are humans with hearts. If we spend time with even a cat at our door, we remember it. It is mostly our ego and the awkwardness of time which binds us at distance. Well the destiny chose this for us. Some people stay and others just drift away. I would like some of them back but I don’t think anyone would want the entire fleet at their steps again because they were gone and when they left, it might have been a good thing to happen in life. Still I believe that no soul on Earth is forgotten just ignored due to our human nature. They left due to some reason but still they remain a part of our memories.

My 122nd Post: I Will Be There

When the sun goes down

When your face grows a frown

I will be there

When you would turn around

When you would lose your ground

I will be there

No matter what

Today, tomorrow, whenever you call

I will be there, to catch you from your fall

At times, it gets really difficult to hold on to people and to be with them from day to night....feelings change, people change and even the situations change...there are multiple reasons due to which a rift might bridge a part two people and send them to different corners from where they wouldn't want to be around each other....sometimes it is a mutual decision but at others, one has to suffer while the other walks away....
There are people who never leave....though they might leave physically and break off each and every thread binding two people, they always remains tattooed in the heart....they are among the ones for whom a person would love to cross the limits just to light a smile upon their face...the ones who would never be forgotten and would own the rights of one's care....
People fight and people drift off but at times the heart keeps on saying to them that I will be there no matter what happens...no matter how tough things get or how far a part they are, the inner voice would always tell them that don't worry, the person owning the rights of this heart and voice would always be there for you no matter how deep you fall...this someone would always jump after you without thinking a thing or two....people are not always compatible with each other or they might start developing new feelings or adopt a different nature....reasons like these rot the relationship and leaves no other alternative rather than to end in respect....but some of these people are precious and no matter how hard you try, you always feel that you somehow care for them....you always feel the will to fight for their smile and still you don't want to be with them or aren't with them....
Well, I know there are some people in my life whom I still kinda care about and would always want to be there to hold them up when they take a fall....I am not only talking about someone I have been in love with in the sense of guy and girl thing but someone who means a lot to me....that someone might be a sister to me, a brother to me, a best friend, a special friend, someone special or someone from the past but I know the list of those someones whom I am going to be there for no matter how things turn out between us....so I would like to say that I will be there when you would need me, I will be there when you think you got no one to talk to and I will be there when you want a hand....there is no need for me to mention their names because simply reading this post would prompt the ones whom I am conveying this message to...

If there are people in your life who you feel are important to you or you think you would always be there for them, do tell them one way or another....show them that you mean it and make them count on you....make them realize that someone really cares for them...do it before the time runs out....if you find it hard telling them, then simply share my post with them and dedicate it to them...they will clearly understand your intentions and your motives.....

My 81st Post: Black And White

Stand in front of a mirror and concentrate upon what you see....for most of you, there would be two eyes, one nose and one mouth which we call a normal face...but after you see that, your eyes would drift towards the complexion you are having....complexion....somehow the world stands still when it comes to that part of the face....every inch of concentration starts diverting over that and your image remains in the mirror for next half an hour till you are completely satisfied with what you have or know how to change it and make it better....
This complexion, the colour your breed is, became the reason of many fights over the history and still is a reason for degradation and difference amongst the society we are living in....what kind of a world is this where we want peace but a white can't proudly accept black or a black can't truely trust white....the rest of the colours are outcast....how can this world unite if this racism is passed on from generation to generation.....how can peace be blessed upon us if we can't stand the sight of someone of different colour or can't stand with them without moking their type?
It is true that these days the problems have reduced as the newer generations don't really care about cast, creed or colour but still the wars go on and daily thousands die due to their differences....this hatred have blackened the hearts of many and no matter how much someone tries to reeducate them, things are the same in their mind....I always wonder for example, Pakistan and India fought way back in history and so got seperated but that really doesn't means that we, the new generation continue that war....I don't disagree with my readers from either side that there were unfair acts but that are done....we can't just keep on raging the fire which once destroyed millions of homes, instead we can try to come to a peace point which might balance both nations and let each other breath their own free air.....in the same way, the difference in the colour is just the shade nothing else....that doesn't really describes a certain personality....it is not the colour which contibutes positively or negatively to this world, it is the person under that skin who chooses to create or destroy our world.....
Noone has a right to judge me upon the type of skin I wear.....I may be black, white or somewhere in between but that doesn't tells anyone what I think....the torture in the past by many due to colour difference is just outrageous and undefined...that nation can't stand in front of the world with that history and call them as the elite nation from the begining....those my friends were worst than barbarians and can never be titled as 'The Gentlemen'.....I don't know where this came from but somehow I was baring this thought in my heart....or maybe it is just because of the novel I have been reading recently which have really pinched my soul....
I hope things change and discrimination ends with the upcoming time....

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