My 122nd Post: I Will Be There

When the sun goes down

When your face grows a frown

I will be there

When you would turn around

When you would lose your ground

I will be there

No matter what

Today, tomorrow, whenever you call

I will be there, to catch you from your fall

At times, it gets really difficult to hold on to people and to be with them from day to night....feelings change, people change and even the situations change...there are multiple reasons due to which a rift might bridge a part two people and send them to different corners from where they wouldn't want to be around each other....sometimes it is a mutual decision but at others, one has to suffer while the other walks away....
There are people who never leave....though they might leave physically and break off each and every thread binding two people, they always remains tattooed in the heart....they are among the ones for whom a person would love to cross the limits just to light a smile upon their face...the ones who would never be forgotten and would own the rights of one's care....
People fight and people drift off but at times the heart keeps on saying to them that I will be there no matter what happens...no matter how tough things get or how far a part they are, the inner voice would always tell them that don't worry, the person owning the rights of this heart and voice would always be there for you no matter how deep you fall...this someone would always jump after you without thinking a thing or two....people are not always compatible with each other or they might start developing new feelings or adopt a different nature....reasons like these rot the relationship and leaves no other alternative rather than to end in respect....but some of these people are precious and no matter how hard you try, you always feel that you somehow care for them....you always feel the will to fight for their smile and still you don't want to be with them or aren't with them....
Well, I know there are some people in my life whom I still kinda care about and would always want to be there to hold them up when they take a fall....I am not only talking about someone I have been in love with in the sense of guy and girl thing but someone who means a lot to me....that someone might be a sister to me, a brother to me, a best friend, a special friend, someone special or someone from the past but I know the list of those someones whom I am going to be there for no matter how things turn out between us....so I would like to say that I will be there when you would need me, I will be there when you think you got no one to talk to and I will be there when you want a hand....there is no need for me to mention their names because simply reading this post would prompt the ones whom I am conveying this message to...

If there are people in your life who you feel are important to you or you think you would always be there for them, do tell them one way or another....show them that you mean it and make them count on you....make them realize that someone really cares for them...do it before the time runs out....if you find it hard telling them, then simply share my post with them and dedicate it to them...they will clearly understand your intentions and your motives.....

My 120th Post: Smile :)

Mornings always bring out some changes in our moods....one day we wake up mad or the other just carry a feeling of loneliness....today I woke up, I didn't have either of those two....there was something hanging upon my face....I don't know where it came from or why is it really there but I have a smile on my face which is even smiling as I am writing this post.....regardless yesterday's ups and downs, am smiling today and I think it is really a blessing to smile like this....
At times there are some people in your contact list who just bring out a smile upon your face....their presence just makes it everything for you to achieve at that moment and you start smiling....words fade away and there is nothing to say at all except for passing a smile....every negative vibe dies off and a pleasant air fills the space....who knew that flexing few muscles could result in such a beautiful thing....
A smile is a solution to many problems...it can fix relations, it can cheer up people, it can give a feeling of warmth, it is just magical.....smile really isn't an answer of everything but the least it can do is to give someone a hope....a simple smile can cover up a large statement, 'don't worry, it will be alright..'...
I really don't have much to talk upon this topic because all I can think about is smiling at the screen....it is like I want to smile to all my readers and make them understand what I really want to say....this smile is a feeling of heaven....I really feel my heart flying towards the sky and there is no pain in it....it feels as if everything is cured by this smile I have right now.....it is like fight with me right now and all you would see is me smiling...okay yeah I would beat you back but with a smile and I guess that is what matters....
It might seem as if am a lunatic or something like that who is smiling all the time for nothing at all....yeah sure, maybe am gone goo goo but does it really matters? I mean at least I am happy from inside and my smile really boosts my soul....smiling a lot isn't bad if you ask me...sure it ain't healthy but still, it is the best feeling one can have and I am proud to have this as a part of my life...
People do various drugs just to achieve a state from where they can forget the life they are living...they go after meths or heroine and consume bags of money and destroy their health as well....for me, smiling is the best drug of them all....its cost are nominal and it is available all the time and it is good for health....so yeah, I am high but high upon my smile :)

My 94th Post: What If

In life, we make decisions at each and every step....at times, we rarely have enough time to look upon the matter and decide properly....we just go with what our mind says or our heart believes in....at the end of each and every quest, we always have a question in our minds....no matter what the result is, whether good or bad, we always think 'What If' at the end....then there are various other options in front of us after receiving the results and we keep visualising the situation with the alternative....
This two worded question never dies from our minds....it is always there...like what if I had woke up early instead of getting up late...though I can't change anything now but still am a human and to be honest, we are weak....we like to fool our brain at each and every possible moment because we know that reality is harsh and if we had just a chance, we might change...though we mostly repeat what we did before but still we like to hope for a chance to change....maybe the results might be better and we might have a better time....
What if...this brings up a lot of thoughts in my brain because there are many moments in my life which I would like to change....there are many decisions which I guess I regret taking ever but now, I don't have the power to change them...though I can change the upcoming future by trying not to repeat anything like that or when a similar decision comes, try to choose the alternative but well that is next time, not the one I have already lived.....I guess all of you readers would also have this question hovering around you specially when you get a quite time, away from every other thought....
We aren't perfect and that is the beauty of life....if we knew the option with the best result, then there wouldn't be such a thing as hope because we would always know that whatever the result might be, it would be perfect.....asking the question 'What If' shows that one is living because he/she feels.....'What If' is a result of guilt, sorrow, hurt, or even jealousy but whatever the reason is for that to occur, it just shows we are still human beings and aren't just walking with a dead soul.....
Do keep asking this question when ever you feel the need of it but never drown in depression because of that....no one can change his/her fate....what we choose, is meant for us....instead of getting depressed, one should just stand up and try to take the upcoming decisions with the knowledge from the previous results....just try to live and what so ever happens, accept it and bring a smile upon your face...I know that is one tough thing, but that is the easiest as compared to being dead while living.....

My 74th Post: A Run Towards The Beach

All might be wondering that the weather is hot and I want to cool of my body...but the ones who are aware about my location and the climate around me would just be assuring that I have finally lost it....it is not about the weather or about the cool breeze, I just want to head out for the beach...
At times in life, you need to cool off and there is no way to do it because you seem to get trapped in the mist of your thoughts and worries...you just desire to set free from everything and wonder off from your place to a place which might get you the illusion of heaven on this planet...for me, I guess that place would be a beach...a simple and peaceful environment, having the aroma of freedom....
One can't run away from his/her worries and to let them in the brain all alone without any one to share them with, is just a way to suicide...well not literally but still, that ain't good....so the beach drops in at that point....the cool breeze and the blue color of the water, kinda takes the load off one's head...it's relaxing and care free...
All alone, standing upon the sand and taking small steps around the shore till one reaches an end under the shine of the moon light, is something everyone needs once in a while...at this hour of the night, the sea would be calm as if it were there just to hear me speak and would stay silent or whisper once in a while to tell that it is there listening and enjoying the talk....after a while, I would locate a perfect spot which would have the view of the moon directly shining over the sooth waves...would lay down for a while with my upper body resting upon my elbows so that I can keep glazing over the sea....a time would come when my elbows would require some rest, would grab my hands behind my head and would look towards the sky while laying completely straight on the cold sand....at that point, would wonder off in the play of the twinkling stars...imagine, what a perfect and beautiful journey would that be....
Well, that would be my run towards the beach and my sight of heaven...everybody has their own likes and this is what I would prefer to give my mind a rest from the ciaos created in this life....
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My 43rd Post: What the Heart Says

There are bunch of complaints I keep receiving on daily basis.....all the time its the same accuser and the same victim....I don't know what to do in this matter...each day I wake up, my brain keeps nudging me to stop my heart from contributing in the decisions of my life.....it keeps telling me to warn it else I would face a serious series of thoughts....what can I do, my heart doesn't listens to me....it keeps telling me different things and whatever it says, seems legit to me.....it is really convincing.....my heart knows how to fool me and get things done in its ways....that is mostly what my brain hates and that is why it keeps telling me to snatch the power of decision making from my heart....

It is really a tough thing to do.....heart doesn't listens to anyone, it just does things which makes it rush more rapidly.....though it only wants good for us, it at times messes things up because somethings aren't supposed to be tempered with and that is what the brain knows well.....heart is just like some immature kid who wants to see the person smiling and to do that, it can cross any limit forgetting the pain it would cause.....
The heart keeps on talking a lot and tells many stories....it tries to provide guidance in stuff but that guidance is way costly...due to it, a whole day may ruin or become so odd that even with eyes wide open, things seem blurred up....I really don't know why the heart has to be like that....it could have been a sophisticated organ like the brain but no it had to be like a saint which only runs after the happiness even when it is for a little while.....
Right now my heart is saying something really stupid.....I know that would be real fun but still at this hour of the night, how can I howl like a wolf, or wait why would I even howl at anytime? see, its a foolish idea but still what can I do, my heart loves me a lot....
I do many things because my heart tells me to do so but after most, there is some regret in them...though they weren't wrong but still led to hurt....but why not to do what it tells us to do? I mean it understands us better and after doing what it says, there is always a smile on our face....if something doesn't hurts anyone and it is what makes you happy, you can do it....even if the happiness stays for few moments because in this hectic life, a smile on the face for only 3 seconds is a lot...on this thought, so what if something I did yesterday lowered my glucose level for the rest of my day...the smile it brought to my face and the relief it gave me was worth making that decision again and again for days....
I would just like to salute my heart...it surely have made things worst and increased the difficulty level of my life, but it did take care of me at the times I really needed it....taught me a lot and made me smile even when there was nothing to smile about....it just made me happy at times when there was no light in front of me....
Tc people, comment, share and do take care of your beloved heart.....

My 14th Post:Flirt

Ya, I know it is Ramadan and I am fasting as well but this is just a post...doesn't really means that I am flirting :P well what to talk about this magic word....it is getting common these days...where ever you go, it is heard that the person is flirting or being a victim of flirt...
In my views, what most people do these days ain't flirt...that is just crap...if what the new generations think is flirt then what was it when the characters like James Bond did in the screen play? that was the real thing...flirting is in fact the use of charm to impress someone, it doesn't means that one has to lie in order to achieve the goal but lay out the words in a way like a normal dish is served by some experienced chief....now that is real flirt....
Going to a girl and telling her that you are that much rich or you drift all the time but in reality you are just an average guy who can't even handle the car steering well, is called lying not flirting...that proves that you don't know the real game...you are just playing along with someone who is also desperate to get with someone...the real deal in flirting is to charm someone only with true words in such a way that you are the only one for them...
People flirt all the time...not always to get into a relation but some times just for the sack of fun I guess....like going somewhere and you see a pretty girl....you pass on a smile...that's also a part of flirtmenship but a small  level cause it ain't necessary that you are going to go after her and all....it was just a pass on smile....
The best part  in flirting is to achieve the smile and attention of someone who is a difficult catch....just like fishing for a killer whale....it is fun but my advice is to be honest and sincere with the person you are trying to get on with...I mean when the flirt is successful, just stay with that someone instead of leaving that out...that would be a good thing to do...
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