My 127th Post: Why No Posts

I haven't blogged in the past few weeks....I am busy but I always was busy...that ain't the reason of me not playing in the rain of my words...I love to write and I always have time for this...the only difference this time is that I wanted to be heard and to be read....any thoughts in my mind, I just wanted everyone to share them and to be a part of my world but these days, I don't want to be heard....I don't want to be read....and I don't want anyone to be a part of what I have because somehow I have just grown a degree of possessiveness about my thoughts, my dreams and my words.....
I know this all sounds rude to many of you but I like to be honest and I feel it as my duty to at least convey this bit to all those who miss my writing and my updates....there are few who keep telling me to write and to post here and I do respect their motivation and their care but I feel that I need time for me....time for some silence to take over my space so that I can savoir the moments I have spent...I just want to be silent for a while and play in my head with my words and I believe somehow they are just too personal to share....they are too sensitive to reveal and to mess with....I just believe they are just mine and mine alone....my mind isn't empty or blank, there is a lot going on upon the roads and under the bridges but I have closed all the exits just because I don't want anything to go out.....
I would insha-Allah write upon some topic real soon....there are a lot in my mind which I want to write upon...just a few more days till I stand up upon the stage and would scribble my words so they can be projected towards your screens....till then take care and thank you guys for being there.....

My 122nd Post: I Will Be There

When the sun goes down

When your face grows a frown

I will be there

When you would turn around

When you would lose your ground

I will be there

No matter what

Today, tomorrow, whenever you call

I will be there, to catch you from your fall

At times, it gets really difficult to hold on to people and to be with them from day to night....feelings change, people change and even the situations change...there are multiple reasons due to which a rift might bridge a part two people and send them to different corners from where they wouldn't want to be around each other....sometimes it is a mutual decision but at others, one has to suffer while the other walks away....
There are people who never leave....though they might leave physically and break off each and every thread binding two people, they always remains tattooed in the heart....they are among the ones for whom a person would love to cross the limits just to light a smile upon their face...the ones who would never be forgotten and would own the rights of one's care....
People fight and people drift off but at times the heart keeps on saying to them that I will be there no matter what happens...no matter how tough things get or how far a part they are, the inner voice would always tell them that don't worry, the person owning the rights of this heart and voice would always be there for you no matter how deep you fall...this someone would always jump after you without thinking a thing or two....people are not always compatible with each other or they might start developing new feelings or adopt a different nature....reasons like these rot the relationship and leaves no other alternative rather than to end in respect....but some of these people are precious and no matter how hard you try, you always feel that you somehow care for them....you always feel the will to fight for their smile and still you don't want to be with them or aren't with them....
Well, I know there are some people in my life whom I still kinda care about and would always want to be there to hold them up when they take a fall....I am not only talking about someone I have been in love with in the sense of guy and girl thing but someone who means a lot to me....that someone might be a sister to me, a brother to me, a best friend, a special friend, someone special or someone from the past but I know the list of those someones whom I am going to be there for no matter how things turn out between us....so I would like to say that I will be there when you would need me, I will be there when you think you got no one to talk to and I will be there when you want a hand....there is no need for me to mention their names because simply reading this post would prompt the ones whom I am conveying this message to...

If there are people in your life who you feel are important to you or you think you would always be there for them, do tell them one way or another....show them that you mean it and make them count on you....make them realize that someone really cares for them...do it before the time runs out....if you find it hard telling them, then simply share my post with them and dedicate it to them...they will clearly understand your intentions and your motives.....

My 114th Post: Society Blamed For Image

People believe that we are the image of our environment....what we grow up to be, depends upon our surrounding and the type of people we had since our birth....a child if born in a house of a thief would in the end become a thief in his latter life, same goes for a child born in the house of a priest...instead of becoming a thief, the priest's child will be a model of his/her religion....so the future of a person depends upon what he/she is provided....the fact that a person's will and understanding won't make a change....whatever a child molds into is fully dependent upon his background.....
I do not agree with the point I laid in the first paragraph....if this was the case then till today, only a single type of human character would had been found....but no, there are differences in people....there are good and there are the ones who lack good in them....it ain't necessary that a priest may give birth to a priest and a thief would bring up a thief in his house....it depends upon the child and the intensity of its blindness....it is just like the case when a child learns to cry just to get what it wants...so if that child really wants to get something, to change into a better human being, it would dig up a way no matter what....but if that same child is happy with the way the things are going, there won't be any change in him/her....it would lead a simple life and follow the path his parents, or someone he adored, led.....

When we are born, we are given some characteristics which help us to learn and to survive in a better manner in this life....though someone might be uneducated, that someone would still be aware of the difference between injustice and justice....the simple way to know that is to imagine a case making oneself the victim of the impact caused by the decision taken....if one thinks that things weren't fair and there was injustice involved then that same would be the thought of someone else....so it is really simple to judge between two statements and choose a better one....for example, if someone has a task to kill someone, the killer might think it is a good idea because he/she is going to be paid for that but if that killer steps in the foot of the victim, then I don't think his/her selection might be the same...everyone loves their life, to kill might be a profitable business but to die only leads towards bankruptcy and would encounter a loss of life....
A person has the options in front of him and it is upon him to decide what he wants to go with....it is only he who maps his life....society does play an important role in one's life but if someone wills to do good, no one would be able to stop him....but if someone really wants to shower in the dirt of his inherited society, then no one in this world can stop him....what ever he is given, he would end up becoming a part of that dirt....
Try evaluating things and at times, do listen to your heart while making some decisions.....it might hurt you but a honest heart won't guide towards the path of evil....

My 81st Post: Black And White

Stand in front of a mirror and concentrate upon what you see....for most of you, there would be two eyes, one nose and one mouth which we call a normal face...but after you see that, your eyes would drift towards the complexion you are having....complexion....somehow the world stands still when it comes to that part of the face....every inch of concentration starts diverting over that and your image remains in the mirror for next half an hour till you are completely satisfied with what you have or know how to change it and make it better....
This complexion, the colour your breed is, became the reason of many fights over the history and still is a reason for degradation and difference amongst the society we are living in....what kind of a world is this where we want peace but a white can't proudly accept black or a black can't truely trust white....the rest of the colours are outcast....how can this world unite if this racism is passed on from generation to generation.....how can peace be blessed upon us if we can't stand the sight of someone of different colour or can't stand with them without moking their type?
It is true that these days the problems have reduced as the newer generations don't really care about cast, creed or colour but still the wars go on and daily thousands die due to their differences....this hatred have blackened the hearts of many and no matter how much someone tries to reeducate them, things are the same in their mind....I always wonder for example, Pakistan and India fought way back in history and so got seperated but that really doesn't means that we, the new generation continue that war....I don't disagree with my readers from either side that there were unfair acts but that are done....we can't just keep on raging the fire which once destroyed millions of homes, instead we can try to come to a peace point which might balance both nations and let each other breath their own free air.....in the same way, the difference in the colour is just the shade nothing else....that doesn't really describes a certain personality....it is not the colour which contibutes positively or negatively to this world, it is the person under that skin who chooses to create or destroy our world.....
Noone has a right to judge me upon the type of skin I wear.....I may be black, white or somewhere in between but that doesn't tells anyone what I think....the torture in the past by many due to colour difference is just outrageous and undefined...that nation can't stand in front of the world with that history and call them as the elite nation from the begining....those my friends were worst than barbarians and can never be titled as 'The Gentlemen'.....I don't know where this came from but somehow I was baring this thought in my heart....or maybe it is just because of the novel I have been reading recently which have really pinched my soul....
I hope things change and discrimination ends with the upcoming time....

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My 53rd Post: A Sigh for Peace

There are only two kinds of people on this planet; those who are good and those who are bad...there isn't really much difference in between rest....people, from ages, try to distinguish others upon their cast, color, breed or their religion...they never stand there to realize that the ones they are trying to separate, breathe the same way they do...walk their style and grow like they do...the only difference at times is their tongue or their style, nothing else....if A has the same body function as B, then how is it possible to select a unique one and mark it the alpha letter....it ain't...
Throughout history, there have been wars upon the reasons of religion, cast or even the color....why? were they really necessary? some people would say they were but leaving the fact that some tribe or nation was defending themselves, then how can a war be useful....the greed of power trolls the mankind and makes it believe that the most powerful person is the one who conquers everyone else....it never tells that the real power is in unity and also that a person can only remain powerful till there is no one strong enough to oppose him....what happens the day when someone takes down the most powerful man? that someone is known as the most powerful man around and then someone else tries to take his place and the cycle continues....in all that, the former rulers who were dragged down from their positions are forgotten and they die a miserable death or maybe just maybe they may be remembered for few more years....struggling one's whole life just for that is simply useless....
The most powerful man or the one who is deserving to be upon that seat is the one who does something for the mankind not only for himself....the one who serves his entire life in order to support someone whom he never really knew...he is the one who would be remembered beyond the times of mankind and he is the one who would be respected when remembered....
Starting a war in order to spread peace is just like writing on large sheets of paper a note to save trees....this all seems senseless....peace is a tough thing to bring in this frustrated world...no one here has enough time to stop and listen or to read what someone has to say....if I talk about myself, then I am not that peaceful either but still am trying to put in my efforts to do something....it is really tough but what's wrong in trying....all the above words may seem boring to many but if you view them with a clear thought, then all this writing means  a lot....
If there is peace through out this planet, everything would sooth down and things would seem better...life would flourish again and it would shape out beautifully....it is the base for a jolly life and without peace all our education and hard work would go in vain because a day would soon arrive when there would be nothing to maintain and no one to stand along with...
Differences can be solved and if not, then they can be ignored...no need of fighting over something which has no answer....no need to prove someone wrong by forcing them to change their view, just try to convince them and if that doesn't works, then it is not in our power....there is no need of portraying anger, just let others live and if you have a complaint that no one let you live, then try to widen your thoughts and smile to a new beginning....
Peace to All the readers and their families and everyone, everyone knows...
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My 42nd Post: Right or Wrong

There are always two sides to a decision, right and wrong.....if its right, then everything is swell but if its wrong, things get unbalanced....but the confusing part is when we don't know what the outcome would be....but still that is easy to go through because we know that the decision might be correct just the outcome has a chance....at times, the decision itself is in the selection phase....the decision might be right or wrong....when that happens, it is really tough to select because its hard to overlook the decision....
Everybody hopes that the life would have been really easy....there would have been no requirement of thinking over a matter, just do what the heart says and the consequences wouldn't matter at all....but that isn't how life is....every single thing needs to be as perfect as possible..if not, then serious issues occur....
At times the heart will go with something which is truly wrong but still we want to do that because it seems as if everything revolves around that matter.....it keeps bugging until that is done and when finished, makes us all gloomy and off the shores of life....it is really complicated how things change and happen.....but well in the end, the fight between right and wrong continues....the decision is made but things map up in a way to take another step which then seems wrong or maybe right but the timing may be wrong.....

I am just thinking, everything is divided among these two categories.....a right thing for me may not be right for you and in the same way a wrong act may seem a right act to you.....simple example, selecting a medical university may be wrong for me but a right act for someone reading this post....but here I am mainly concerned with the logical point of view not the likes and dislikes or the capabilities......a thought should be right but how to distinguish it is the main deal.....how to know what is right and what is wrong....if I tell my methodology then I simply think that if what I am doing can be shared with my parents and can be openly talked about in the society, then there is nothing wrong with that.....but if doing something, I have to hide the tale and keep aloof from people, then I need to rethink over it.....it is easy to do wrong but when the time comes to convert that wrong into something right, then things mess up....
I wouldn't suggest to do what the heart says....heart speaks a lot and it really knows what we want and what we desire...it just wants us happy and wants us to keep smiling but doesn't thinks that maybe what it advises would be the source of pain in the mere future.....so listen to your heart, consider its thoughts but do keep your mind's point of view in your head and then make any decision....there are least chances to do wrong, mostly you would end up with a right decision but do keep in mind that maybe that right decision might hurt you for a while but that would save you from a bitter future.....
Keep smiling, stay safe, comment and share.......

My 15th Post: Slight Change

Life is sometimes a mean lady who wants you around but still wants to mess with your head and create obstacles which divert the mind so badly that it starts going nuts....it is a perfect player of emotions, knows how to get you bloomed up and then get you down at an instance.....what can I shower in the honor of its cruelty....it nourishes a lot as well but at times it becomes like a brat who wills to destroy the never ending happy day....
Some things in life make us so happy that we smile all the time, even when our smile is least required....but there are things which also turn our smiles upside down....it ain't necessary that everyone has a frown on the steps of their face, there are people who have a frown turning their heart and mind upside down.....
It is so weird that how a simple thing or a person can drift everything from one place to another....just imagine someone happy at a moment cause of something but at the next moment he/she gets the words of someone which destroys his happy thoughts.....how would it feel to be happy and then sad suddenly? specially sad in the case when we don't even know the basic reason of it......something you did, you would be knowing its outcome and you should be well prepared for that but that ain't easy always....at times the known outcome still hurts when it comes out.....maybe what you did was right but your heart knows that what ever you did under certain circumstances, you still regret of doing that....not maybe cause you were wrong, it may be because you would miss that something....
Well that is life and what can I say, it is tough....at times I just wish to have a remote to at least know the outcome of my act before even starting it....I mean to know what would happen for example if I became someone's friend....would he or she be there for me always? would the trust and all be true or just a lie....or when you are confused what is wrong and what is right, the remote would tell you the whole scenario of that and tell you each and every detail of the taken step...but well if that happens, life would become meaningless I guess...surely a little thing can change the mind's orientation and turn it from a happy mind to a something mind and vice versa.....
Well I kept on telling you people to comment but I just checked that my settings weren't in order....I hope now you people can comment as well and if can, then do comment on my previous posts as well....
Tc and do share.....