My Half Century Post: Mysterious Tomorrow

Its 1:52 am and I was about to go to sleep but came back here to write....I was wondering, what would happen when I open my eyes for the next sun rise...how would things be...would they still be the same as today or they would be completely different from what I have already experienced...I really don't have any clue about that...
In my mind, there is a stream of thoughts....it flows 24/7 and there is no end to that....in that stream, there is a thought about my tomorrow...how it would be and what shape it would be in.....I really don't have any idea....just keep wondering and making up different tales in there and predicting the things to take that route but then when everything seems perfect, I quit because a voice in my head starts shouting at me to become realistic...the place where I mark myself a hero, I just jump down from there and land on my feet to a normal person's sight...everyone wonders the views of the upcoming time....people have both negative and positive thoughts in there but still no matter what they try, they aren't in control....

Tomorrow, it is such a big word...seriously I had problems remembering its spell as well....just forget about the personal thoughts for once and think about tomorrow, how would it be and what would happen...I really don't know about myself but if speaking generally, then I can say the way I can see things around me, tomorrow ain't that bright...it isn't going to shine like today did....well am not talking about the day which is just going to come after I wake up, but instead I am talking about the day which would arrive in few months or years....I don't really see a bright future for this planet and its people...
Yes, the people would get stronger and get more advanced in technology, but it would with time lose the most basic guidance of life...there is a lot to life than just to study and become rich....there are many things a person has to take care of before them....for instance if love for humanity dies and a person starts loving himself, then the world would divide....people are losing values and respect...we can see the glimpse of our tomorrow today....there aren't any manners...the young is growing too fast...before they could experience the innocence of their age, they are outta league....the old is being neglected and for one's good, the whole community can be robbed...not that it was required but because that someone wanted to be the richest person available....
If things continue this way, there won't be a tomorrow which someone would want to await and someone would want to live in...try changing before you become a victim of that tomorrow...change things around you and become better at living not just earning money....
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My 35th Post: Insanity

A time comes when our conscious mind just losses it....it goes dumb and everything in front of us just goes from left to right...no matter how hard we try, we can't get things go straight....that is the time when our perfectly sane mind goes off track to a joint known as insanity.....
Even the simplest questions at times seem so tough that we stay confused of what to answer....nothing comes in our mind and instead of giving a logical answer, we hit a jackpot of the world's dumbest reply....still in the end our mind manages to make us laugh as if it were a clever thing to do....where is the justification in that? it ruined our chance and then instead of accepting its guilt, it goes on making fun of us....not fair...
The results are coming in tomorrow seems a normal situation for us but our brain views it as a chance to pull a gag on us.....instead of telling us to relax and sleep perfectly like a child, it keeps us reminding of the day and then shows us different images of the result....keeps us beeping all the time and the best part is when we lay down to sleep....o the brain goes wild.....there are dreams which we can't even imagine....things go wild and world seems upside down.....it keeps waking us with shocks at different times at night.....and as we wake up it remains ready to get us back to bed after increasing the rate of the heart.....the brain is a naughty fellow, keeps ruining things a lot....
Well that was just a part of it....insanity is caused by mostly having a tensed mind, like the time we await for our results....when we get highly tensed, things become impossible to concentrate on and everything becomes intolerable....even the slightest may seem irritating and the best person available may be the worst option ever.....insane brain is not a good feature....so for that a person should remain calm and try not to get tensed and think a lot about something...what ever would happen would be the best for us and we can't do anything in order to change it cause that was supposed to happen and would happen no matter how hard we try....
Still there are people who love to be insane....not exactly insane as the ones who can't think properly but they know the outcomes and still go on with the things they want.....they don't give up and don't even care about the outcome, just want to enjoy and live life to the fullest....example would be a bike rider who does a wheelie on a motorway or a car driver who goes on breaking the records of the highest speed.....that is insanity but with a little sane mind....driving a car while singing and dancing over a track seems insane to some but a sane decision to others....
Every mind has a different boot in system and each one views things differently.....one thing sane and perfect for me, may not be the same for you.....but still some things are insane and that is known by all like jumping off a 500ft cliff into the sea without any safety gear, that is insanity but well people are meant to get crazy and drift of the hook....you can't control that, it is the dare devil inside of you who speaks at that moment and no matter how hard one may try, it doesn't soothes down....
Keep on being insane but in limits....try not to get hurt or hurt others just cause you wanted to do that cause then it wouldn't do any good.....insanity leads to guilt at times, so we need to avoid that cause guilty by insanity is hard to swallow....
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My 34th Post: Live to Impress

Today, I really don't know why but I kind of have a block in my head....I am unable to write upon any particular topic....instead, just am here to scribble some words to keep this blog updated....I was just writing a post upon a topic which suited my mind after thinking of 10 but after writing a paragraph, I gave up....it didn't seem good to me...not the thing which I would want anyone to read.....I want the world to know me as a nice writer not as a lame one....so for that reason I erased everything just to write from the scratch....
The thing I am doing here is trying to impress anyone who views this blog and reads this particular post....I want that someone to enjoy each and every word of it instead of just going through by skipping lines and eventually paragraphs....I can't help it but trying to impress someone is my nature or wait, it is in human psychology...not only me but everyone on this planet lives each day just in order to impress someone....
We wake up, brush our teeth and when the time comes to leave the room, we keep our eyes on the mirror till the last peek we can get....it is just so that anyone who sees us would see how nice looking or perfectly dressed we are.....it is what we want and we can't control that....
At times we need to impress someone just to get something done.....in order to impress, we change...we become different, an attraction among many people just to get selected.....example in an interview, we need to impress the officer so that we can get selected....or in a restaurant even after eating in a mannerly way, we change our style after we see someone whom we get attracted to.......
The mistakes we do while impressing someone is that we become plastic....I mean we mold in a shape we aren't, just for a while...why not to be that same forever if we think that is the better way of living....why not to be in a manner we are during an interview....then we wouldn't have any reason of pretending cause we would be really portraying what and how we are in real life....that would be justified as well....no need of dual personality, only our real personality would be charming enough to seal a deal.....
It ain't possible to be a perfect human but we can still try....still how much we try being perfect, we would continue trying to impress different people at different points in our life....just remember to impress yourself first before heading out for others....
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My 11th Post: Shades of Life

Life, a blessing from our Lord....who made us and gave us the authority to live the way we want but with little obstacles and then many rewards just in order to make it more beautiful and attractive....a person's life has limited validity, he can't be blessed with it till the end of time....and during that time, there are a lot of different templates which capture it and then give a chance to a next one.....
The main beauty of life is that it keeps changing and never moves with a constant pace...yes, at times we people want the life to go on as it is but trust me, that would really become boring and a time would come when we would lose our interest in life and would refer to some book titled "100 ways of quitting".....we really don't want that....life can be wasted but it shouldn't be ended cause once lost, we don't have a key to get back to it again....
There are times when are way happy and what ever we do goes in our benefits...we keep on moving like some kings of the world beyond the last man's sight but then comes a turn when everything goes against us and we fall in the depths of depression and misery....after a time, everything changes again and we are back on the track....if you could know the thought going in my head just now, I bet there would rise a smile on your face....some how I am finding this fact amusing....I mean how something changes from positive to negative without any hint and then back to neutral state....if life was simply neutral, we wouldn't really have the word known as emotions.....
Imagine a world where from a single coin to the colour of your hair, all to be in a same shade....I guess that would be boring and would irritate the eyes and mind after some time....just imagine the world in black and white shade.....at first that would be amazing but then it would be boring....I mean every car you would buy would be of the same combination.....the distinguishing factor would diminish and everything would be nearly the same....surely my mind can come up with advantages in the field of colours, but life in a same shade from your birth till death is just like wearing a same t-shirt from the first day of school till the graduation party....
So different shades no matter how harsh they might be, are necessary for a healthy living and for a healthy life....that would even maintain the balance of the human's mind cause then it would be strong and creative enough to know how to enjoy the moments of life....
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My 9th Post: Mood swings

hey ya all....it has really been an odd day....my mood seems to change every hour or so....I am in a mood to listen to classic at a moment but just 5 mins later am singing rock or maybe just maybe just fed up of songs....that feeling is really tough to control and tolerate, I mean come on, there should be a flow for each and everything....it shouldn't be a buffet of moods or feelings to search the way through...I mean it is understandable that one is eating a pizza and then changes the taste to spaghetti...that is acceptable but just imagine someone happy and then sad and then happy and then gloomy, simply that person would have lost it....well today is that day for me and which is why my writing seems to hit of the edge and sink in the screen just like titanic did in Atlantic (I guess).....
people do get mood swings, some due to some medical conditions and others do to some trauma....but still there are special cases like me who get swings cause of no particular reason...seriously there should be something like heartbreak or anger upon something or stress but no...for me it is simply a special day cause my life needs me to be unique in every kind of way possible :p
right now I am just feeling kind of ignorant and want to stop writing and the time I started off this post, I felt lonely :/ but well now I am happy much :D and ya I should get my head on straight and leave for now :P
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