My 123rd Post: Stranger On Chat

I am just blank...I don't know how to start this....really there is nothing in my mind....no words no nothing....it should be something nice, something interesting, something out of this world...it should be something which would grab the reader off her feet and into the air floating over my words....it should be something perfect, something which no one might have ever used....it should be something from my heart but still should be classy enough to show my coolness.....I know what to say and I just know the right words to type....they would be "hi there"....
On a chat, with a total stranger....it is like going in a war with Japanese weaponry but having no clue of the instructed language.....no idea what to say and how to grab the attention....the mind goes totally blank because each smooth line might trigger the bomb that is might force the person to leave....the mind keeps wondering what to say because that start is the only thing that would impress the other person to stay and talk....it shouldn't be too cheesy because that is totally fattening for a start....it shouldn't be out of line because that would break the glass of respect....it shouldn't be something over thought because something which reveals how much you thought before starting a simple chat would indicate the fact that you are a pretender....it should be something simple and appealing at the same time....a simple compliment or greeting work at times.....

Got a reply, now what....everything goes blank....adrenaline rushes through the system and the eyes keep staring at the screen...the heart pumps faster and faster as if it were to beat the time track of Indianapolis 500....for a moment, the hands freeze upon the keyboard and the mind tries to settle back in....suddenly, you gain enough strength to strike some keys and there you have it, a reply upon your screen ready to be sent....the conversation starts and the stranger settles in....victory...
Talking to this stranger seems wonderful because there is a feeling that even though that someone doesn't knows you, he/she is still willing to be there for you....it feels that there is hope in you and you are good enough to get an attention from a total stranger, that you deserve things in life....it gives a rise to dead motivation in life and brings a new dawn....
Talking to strangers isn't safe, that is what we were taught but what is safe? The person you knew since your childhood turned out to be a crook so that leaves a chance that this someone might be an angel or someone whom you might really count on in the upcoming future....stranger today might be someone important tomorrow....trusting someone is something else but before deciding that you can't trust someone, you need to give a chance at least....if there isn't any trust then there is nothing to break and if nothing to break then there is no spice and if no spice then no life....talk to a stranger today...try to know that someone....there are good people even outside the circle you live in.....

My 51st Post: The End of Life

Person never knows when and where he would fall in the deepest sleep...everything goes on and suddenly life withdraws from this planet...what belonged to the Al-Mighty Creator, returns to Him...there is no control over the number of breaths someone can take, they just end up without even a slightest clue...
Few days back, on the 9th of September, I witnessed the death of my grandmother...everything changed from a normal routine to something I can't describe...it was just a random day and suddenly turned out to be a historic event for the family....from that night, I have been wondering about the life after death....all I know is that the soul is taken away and then the person waits for the day of Judgement...that is the knowledge I have but my thoughts are beyond that...
I know, that happens and I believe in that but the thing in my mind is, what is the feeling when that happens...what does the person experience when he/she is about to die...the person upon the death bed just seems in pain when the soul is captured but is that really what happens?

I kept wondering about that and honestly speaking, I am still wondering...at this instant, my heart is pounding harder and my brain wants me to stop here because I think it is scared but I want to think and am unable to get this out of my head.....what happens when the soul is taken away...the person who dies, losses all the connections with the world, won't that be scary? what ever happens to us, we seek help from our parents or the person whom we are close to but when we die, all of them would vanish from our sight....there would be nothing in front of us except the Angel of Death....how would that feel? no one to look forward to and seek help from....our soul would be just like a prisoner, taken to a place we never can imagine...after everything, we just have to wait for the final day and till that, nothing to do....well these are the second parts of the tale, am still stuck at the point when the soul would be captured...suddenly an angel appears in front of us and takes us away, that is really scary...
A day would come when the person who was around us all the time would be no more....if I tell about my recent experience, it is really odd...the door which led to my grandmother's room, is now only a place filled with non-living things...the bed where she resided, is left cold and the blanket which she used to cover herself, is now lying at the edge of the bed in the same manner....there is a lot in my mind to burst out but lets just keep it there...
A day would come when I would get my answers to the questions which are in my head but after that day, I won't be able to think again....so honestly, I would want them to remain mystery until I don't fulfill each and every duty of my life and I don't make sure that I would wake up in Jannat after sleeping in this world....
May my grandmother earn a place in Jannat and everyone who is on the right path and the ones who are mislead, may they turn towards Him before they return to Him...Ameen....
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My 14th Post:Flirt

Ya, I know it is Ramadan and I am fasting as well but this is just a post...doesn't really means that I am flirting :P well what to talk about this magic word....it is getting common these days...where ever you go, it is heard that the person is flirting or being a victim of flirt...
In my views, what most people do these days ain't flirt...that is just crap...if what the new generations think is flirt then what was it when the characters like James Bond did in the screen play? that was the real thing...flirting is in fact the use of charm to impress someone, it doesn't means that one has to lie in order to achieve the goal but lay out the words in a way like a normal dish is served by some experienced chief....now that is real flirt....
Going to a girl and telling her that you are that much rich or you drift all the time but in reality you are just an average guy who can't even handle the car steering well, is called lying not flirting...that proves that you don't know the real game...you are just playing along with someone who is also desperate to get with someone...the real deal in flirting is to charm someone only with true words in such a way that you are the only one for them...
People flirt all the time...not always to get into a relation but some times just for the sack of fun I guess....like going somewhere and you see a pretty girl....you pass on a smile...that's also a part of flirtmenship but a small  level cause it ain't necessary that you are going to go after her and all....it was just a pass on smile....
The best part  in flirting is to achieve the smile and attention of someone who is a difficult catch....just like fishing for a killer whale....it is fun but my advice is to be honest and sincere with the person you are trying to get on with...I mean when the flirt is successful, just stay with that someone instead of leaving that out...that would be a good thing to do...
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