My 75th Post: Rupunzel

When I was a child, someone read me the story of Rupenzel trapped in a tower who had really long hair...my post isn't even close to that one...she has nothing to do with my writing at the moment....from years, Disney has been making stories about princesses that how they were trapped in their gloomy life and one day a handsome prince arrives and turns things to a happy ending....among all those beautiful fictional characters, there is one whom I find the most charming...

From the movie, Tangled, a princess arrives in my imagination named Rupenzel....though many of you might have seen her but for those who haven't, a girl with wide eyes with green iris, with childish and sweet image in them....I mean, she is perfect....

The image is cute and I ain't denying that but am not really talking about that...there are many in this real world who would have eyes like her or hair like her or her body but the nature of that girl which they have shown is what mesmerized me....that is what makes her different from all the other Disney princesses....they have always shown a princess tough and wants to break through every boundary but none of them has the childishness in them like her...Ariel from the Little Mermaid was a bit childish but still somehow she sounded mature to me through out the cartoon....but this one was really a child in both believes and nature...that is what attracted me towards this character....
Maybe that is what I would want in my future someone to be like....though cute from outside but a child from inside....someone who might just be really innocent and that could be seen through her eyes....someone whom I would see and forget my anger....a caring someone who knows when she have done wrong and admits her guilt....a really great talker and caring person with a smile upon her face in the hardest of the times...someone like her would really be tough to find but still when I find her, would I be good enough to deserve her? that is another tale....so I guess I have to work upon myself so that when the day I find her arrives, I would be her Mr. Perfect....till then, I would continue with my crush upon this fictional character...
P.s to top up this marriage, a daughter like Agnes from Despicable Me would be perfect :)
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My 19th Post: The Day I Die

A day would come
When sorrows will end
A day so mighty
That no soul can withstand
The day that I
Can't understand;

Was just wondering randomly that how would it be when the time stops...even the slightest movement seizes in that very instance and nothing would seem to have life in it to budge even as little as the tiniest particle, the atom....how would it be when I come to know that I am going to leave this world....
I have given a test, my result is going to come on etc date...I came in this world so my birthday is going to be celebrated on 12 December...but I don't know the date or time for my funeral....the day I die is not fed to my brain....or maybe it is in it somewhere but I ain't aware of it....I don't know whether in the end of this post I would be there to write another one or not...or maybe I live long enough to keep on writing till the 1000th post....who knows....
We all have to leave someday but what if we knew how and when we leave, would that be better?...we would be able to prepare our self for that moment....at least try to complete every single assignment which we have ignored till that time....get a farewell from all the ones we are close to....just imagine....someone who knows when he/she is going to die, they would throw a gathering and sit with everyone they know and clear the guilt, the grudges and forgive everyone and in the end just sit there in the company which they loved throughout their life time and leave the world....won't that be the happy ending illustrated in the fairy tales or that would be the craziest ending.....
I think we are better off like this cause if someone knows when he/she is going to die, they are just going to ruin their remaining time....if someone knows that the end is going to arrive in exactly 2 months, those 2 months are going to be living hell.....they would try to achieve as many goals as they can and the one's who have responsibilities would burst out with tears cause two months aren't enough to do everything, the things which weren't completed in years, can't end in months....but what if we know the day we die from the time of our birth..would that make any difference? I don't think so....
Life like this is just perfect....to know when we are going to die would ruin everything....every single day in tension and full of stress and people would become reluctant and frustrating...everything would become unbalanced and it would be a total ciaos.....
The day I die, I don't know what I would be up to and how would it be but at least till I am unaware of it, I am relaxed...yes, at times I just feel that I haven't achieved goals still but then I tell myself that insha-Allah there would be a new tomorrow...not knowing when it would end, I can still have hope and that is all I want....

Let my day
End in peace
No sorrow  to suppress
No tear to grease
Would like to
Leave this world with a mighty smile
Flow with the wind
Just like the fast flowing Nile...

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