Thursday, 4 October 2012

My 64th Post: A Drift Towards An Old Memory

As I recall, it was Saturday, 26th of April of the year 2008....it wasn't officially a school day because we had our exams coming in and before that, it is a period of preparation so being absent doesn't really counts but still we were called in to watch a movie titled 'Stranger than Fiction'...this whole setup was covered by our English teacher who really wanted us to learn something and grab ideas for the essays in the paper but I had no intention of watching that film for that I would like to apologize to her....anyhow, the graduating batch was busy the whole day in group photos and enjoying their last moments as a batch because they already had gone through their farewell party and the next time they would reunite was going to be during the exams....so clearly, senior section had no motives of studying....
Well just after four and a half years, I saw that movie right now...still, the movie couldn't appeal me much but brought me back to that day....I had some work upon my mind and was plotting ways to successfully do it...so with that fuss in my head, I wasn't able to concentrate upon the movie or anything else....I really wanted that stuff to be perfect but as people say, when you over think something, disasters happen...well not exactly a disaster but things didn't quite go as I planned...or in other words, there was no plan at all because I had thought of doing it but forgot to think how I was going to do it....I tried but when it failed, I had nothing else to do except backing down at least for a while...I troubled few people that day but still it means a lot to me because that day I realized the fact that the friends I was with, are really my true friends because they supported me in my bad time....
Rest of the day wasn't really that happy but still those memories would definitely last forever....I know, I was a kid back then and even the little things matter a lot but I didn't know that my mind would treasure them like this....today, this film is the reason I am blogging right now because it gave me something to write upon....though I still don't know the ending of that movie, all I know is that it holds a key to a part of my memory....
Things bad or good, sometimes cling to the memory lane....whenever they come in front of us or appear somewhere, we jump in the past and play those flash backs....at times, it is a pleasant feeling but sometimes it gets irritating or depressing....my memory is somehow a pleasant thought for me so instead of falling back, I am here writing about it but for some, it may not be that good....there are few options available at those moments...either to avoid them or try not to encounter them....I came across because I was surfing channels so honestly, I wasn't able to avoid it and may happen with anybody else...so just try to be strong and get past it....it's just a memory and bad memories can be ignored with a thought that you are living in present and heading towards your future where one day that memory would flush down because you earned something better to bypass that....
So take care, keep smiling and keep cherishing those memories and yeah, do share my blog as well.....

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