My 62nd Post: And Its Done!!

Work piling up and time seems to run out of hands...it gets on the nerves while looking at that scenario...seems like, nothing would finish and things would get worst by each passing day....the glimpse of hope keeps fading and fading because there is no progress...with each passing sigh, the breath gets heavier but the things remain the same....that is frustrating but the better word is, irritating....
When there is work left and it isn't finishing and then you get to know about more work, it seems as if the mind just explodes and shatters into pieces....everything seems grey and nothing is fun anymore....but still a time comes when you stand up, walk towards that heap of work and end it in a go...that relief is just amazing...nothing can top that feeling....the work is done and the mind signals your body to cool down and relax....everything changes and even the lamest joke brings out a laugh....

I feel that work is one of the blessings a person has in his/her life...people run away from work because they feel that it is exhausting...I feel that it is the work which helps this mind to remain sane...imagine someone in a room for more than a year doing nothing at all, what would he be like when he gets out? I don't think that someone would survive even if he were provided with a t.v and someone to talk to him....work makes his brain work out....gives a sense of motivation and the need of staying alive in this world...well at least that is what my brain says....
Honestly, when I end up doing something, I dig up my mind to get more work to grab because I really like working but my bad habit is that I like to remain independent while I work....I don't like to be reminded again and again if I am told to do something...if I tell a date of finishing it, then just wait for that if the work ain't done till that, keep nagging me but before that, I don't like to be disturbed because that is how I am....everyone has their own different style of working...some like to be reminded and boosted all the time so that they can end up in time and some, just hate working....
But still, no matter what, I like to celebrate once the load is off...it is just kind of a victory and I don't really party or anything but yes, my brain starts up some fireworks and sings all the time...like right now, I didn't think I would be able to end a post today because I was having that writer's block again but somehow my hands typed and my mind kept laying down the words...now my brain is going out to party and get drunk but of course with Pepsi...
Tc, comment and do share....

My 39th Post: The Last Night

Still feel enough sleepy to nap while taking a shower....my eyes are heavy and the words I am typing, seem to fly of the screen....gonna say sorry in the start for any errors in my language....just forgive it because I am barely able to concentrate here but still, I wanted to be here for you guys.....by now, you would be wondering what is going on....what is the reason for me being so sleepy....let me just end your anticipation....had a gathering yesterday which ended a few hours back...leaving me with only 3 hours of rest before I could wake up to leave for the Friday prayer....
Honestly speaking, I was waiting for this day....I had a lot in mind and masha-Allah the night went better than I had simply expected....there were couple of things in my mind before the party started but all went well....though it was intended just for the sehri, we celebrated my dad's birthday as well....so happy birthday dad, may Allah bless you....
I am just thinking what to tell about the night....how we enjoyed or what we did was just nearly a blast...it was nice how we all sat together and talked, played games and teased each other....and thanks to one of my cousins, Taha, this all event is captured through his camera......the house seemed to glow, not because the lights were on, it glowed because of the involvement of each and everyone from their hearts....

Everything nearly ended within 3 hours and people started heading home...I thought this was all what was meant to be but no, to my surprise, all the cousins returned.....it was only the elder generation which left to get some rest but others stayed behind or returned to contribute to the part of the night's memory....we set up a place to sit and started off to enjoy....in all that fun, didn't realize how fast the time was passing by...didn't even think that the night which I was planning for few days back, would be the one I would be writing about so soon....It just seems as if it was a while ago when everyone started reaching our place....but since then, more than a half day has passed....
All those talks, smiles, laughter and that shine of the night, seems to have faded away before I could have even opened my eyes....time does really runs fast, but this fast? I guess, I was really enjoying which is why it seems to be on an express train....
I would really like to thank all who participated last night and stayed there to make a portrait in my memory lane....all who made me a part of their night and gave me enough importance to pass on a smile and sat down to chat with me...thank you....
Now I am nearly at the peak to doze off so before that happens, I need to stop writing and publish this piece....so take care all, comment and do share...and for the one's whom I have mentioned here, lets do this once more but after I wake up from today's sleep :)

My 30th Post: Tired

If I could just print out my image at the moment, you would have understood what tired really means....my style, my face and specially my eyes would tell you each and every detail of the situation when someone gets tired....its just so tough to maintain a pace and a firm grip on anything....I really wanna fall back and relax....let my eyelids dance together and close the lights for the night....trust me, while writing the last line I was just lost in the vision of that action's outcome.....it feels so mesmerizing that it is becoming a part of my habit for the moment....

I am tired cause today was a way busy day for me....a football match followed by trips to the market and upon that its Ramadan so have a fast as well....so am tired not cause of anything else, but just cause I have used up a lot of energy and need to recharge myself.....
Being tired just cause of wearing out is a normal routine.....every one gets that and its random....so ain't a big blow as tomorrow insha-Allah, I will have my energy back after a beautiful sleep....but getting tired of something or someone, is a different feeling.....
It gets irritating having that something in one's life....and the worst part is, its tough to get rid of it....when you are tired of something, unbelievably that winds up in front of you more than ever and gets upon the nerves....not everything is exchangeable like old t.v for a new, at times we have to adjust but adjusting is tough and so is moving on....the mind gets confused and then gives up at a point and instead of improving that, we just get tired of it....that doesn't means that we move on, instead we hang on to it with a single thread but with the strength of a bundle....
Surely life is a miracle and a blessing but it gets tough at times.....but it teaches us one important thing that don't let go no matter what...just keep on trying, a day would definitely come when you would succeed.....trust me that really happens....instead of getting tired of something, just try to grab it again and again....it would become better with time and varnishing, just needs your attention in a proper way...and soon a day would drop off when the smile of victory will rise....so stay together and keep on the hard work...
Time for my hard work to take a break so tc, comment and do share...