My 75th Post: Birthday Boy!!

Each passing year, there is a day in my life when my phone rings unexpectedly and my Facebook wall keeps piling up with posts from my friends and family...each one taking out their precious time just to wish me in their own style and keep the excitement alive till the day doesn't ends...so it is my birthday again...though am not really a birthday celebrating type of a person, yes there are odd human beings like me, but still it feels nice somewhere in my heart that people do remember me and they have given me a special place in their life...
To be honest, I was just wondering how to say thank you and show my appreciation to all those who have wished me till yet and are going to in the upcoming hours or days, so I thought why not to dedicate a post to all as a BIG thank you note from me :)
It is wonderful to receive all the warm wishes and prayers you all give me...thank you all for making me feel that no matter how much I do wrong and hurt you guys, you always come around on this day just to be a part of my life and lend me a hand to start a new year....
Well, to all who might be wondering, I turned 21 today and about the party scene, well not really aware of anything at the hour...well I don't think something would be lining up so I guess I would be at my place just relaxing and watching t.v all day long....well that is the party I love :P O I just forgot the best part of this year's birthday...the best part is that there won't be any other day on this planet when someone might be able to write the time 12:12:12 and the date 12/12/12, so a special birthday after all =D

Grab a Slice People.....

My 64th Post: A Drift Towards An Old Memory

As I recall, it was Saturday, 26th of April of the year 2008....it wasn't officially a school day because we had our exams coming in and before that, it is a period of preparation so being absent doesn't really counts but still we were called in to watch a movie titled 'Stranger than Fiction'...this whole setup was covered by our English teacher who really wanted us to learn something and grab ideas for the essays in the paper but I had no intention of watching that film for that I would like to apologize to her....anyhow, the graduating batch was busy the whole day in group photos and enjoying their last moments as a batch because they already had gone through their farewell party and the next time they would reunite was going to be during the exams....so clearly, senior section had no motives of studying....
Well just after four and a half years, I saw that movie right now...still, the movie couldn't appeal me much but brought me back to that day....I had some work upon my mind and was plotting ways to successfully do it...so with that fuss in my head, I wasn't able to concentrate upon the movie or anything else....I really wanted that stuff to be perfect but as people say, when you over think something, disasters happen...well not exactly a disaster but things didn't quite go as I planned...or in other words, there was no plan at all because I had thought of doing it but forgot to think how I was going to do it....I tried but when it failed, I had nothing else to do except backing down at least for a while...I troubled few people that day but still it means a lot to me because that day I realized the fact that the friends I was with, are really my true friends because they supported me in my bad time....
Rest of the day wasn't really that happy but still those memories would definitely last forever....I know, I was a kid back then and even the little things matter a lot but I didn't know that my mind would treasure them like this....today, this film is the reason I am blogging right now because it gave me something to write upon....though I still don't know the ending of that movie, all I know is that it holds a key to a part of my memory....
Things bad or good, sometimes cling to the memory lane....whenever they come in front of us or appear somewhere, we jump in the past and play those flash backs....at times, it is a pleasant feeling but sometimes it gets irritating or depressing....my memory is somehow a pleasant thought for me so instead of falling back, I am here writing about it but for some, it may not be that good....there are few options available at those moments...either to avoid them or try not to encounter them....I came across because I was surfing channels so honestly, I wasn't able to avoid it and may happen with anybody else...so just try to be strong and get past it....it's just a memory and bad memories can be ignored with a thought that you are living in present and heading towards your future where one day that memory would flush down because you earned something better to bypass that....
So take care, keep smiling and keep cherishing those memories and yeah, do share my blog as well.....

My 39th Post: The Last Night

Still feel enough sleepy to nap while taking a shower....my eyes are heavy and the words I am typing, seem to fly of the screen....gonna say sorry in the start for any errors in my language....just forgive it because I am barely able to concentrate here but still, I wanted to be here for you guys.....by now, you would be wondering what is going on....what is the reason for me being so sleepy....let me just end your anticipation....had a gathering yesterday which ended a few hours back...leaving me with only 3 hours of rest before I could wake up to leave for the Friday prayer....
Honestly speaking, I was waiting for this day....I had a lot in mind and masha-Allah the night went better than I had simply expected....there were couple of things in my mind before the party started but all went well....though it was intended just for the sehri, we celebrated my dad's birthday as well....so happy birthday dad, may Allah bless you....
I am just thinking what to tell about the night....how we enjoyed or what we did was just nearly a blast...it was nice how we all sat together and talked, played games and teased each other....and thanks to one of my cousins, Taha, this all event is captured through his camera......the house seemed to glow, not because the lights were on, it glowed because of the involvement of each and everyone from their hearts....

Everything nearly ended within 3 hours and people started heading home...I thought this was all what was meant to be but no, to my surprise, all the cousins returned.....it was only the elder generation which left to get some rest but others stayed behind or returned to contribute to the part of the night's memory....we set up a place to sit and started off to enjoy....in all that fun, didn't realize how fast the time was passing by...didn't even think that the night which I was planning for few days back, would be the one I would be writing about so soon....It just seems as if it was a while ago when everyone started reaching our place....but since then, more than a half day has passed....
All those talks, smiles, laughter and that shine of the night, seems to have faded away before I could have even opened my eyes....time does really runs fast, but this fast? I guess, I was really enjoying which is why it seems to be on an express train....
I would really like to thank all who participated last night and stayed there to make a portrait in my memory lane....all who made me a part of their night and gave me enough importance to pass on a smile and sat down to chat with me...thank you....
Now I am nearly at the peak to doze off so before that happens, I need to stop writing and publish this piece....so take care all, comment and do share...and for the one's whom I have mentioned here, lets do this once more but after I wake up from today's sleep :)