My 101st Post: Hunger

It is the month of Ramadan going around in the entire world...all the Muslims might be fasting during this month and keeping their stomach empty for hours and hours....this month is believed to bring blessings and motivates the followers from committing further sins....during a fast, there are certain rules and regulations to keep in mind and the most important one is not to eat or drink anything...
People might think that I am weak while fasting because this is the first month in all my years when I really am feeling lack of food in my stomach....it is somehow tough for me this year to keep up with the fast but still, Allah is supporting me to maintain my fasts and keep a hold upon my hunger....

The best part of feeling hungry for me is that in my entire life time, this is the first time when I have connected with the poor....Masha-Allah I have been brought up in a family where am blessed by Allah to keep me well fed and well dressed....He never made me go to bed without food and never made me shiver in the cold winds....I have always had a roof above my head and I thank Him from the depth of my heart....this year, while fasting, I am beginning to realise what it is to pass a day without food....though the fast is only for few hours, there are people who go hungry for days and nights....during these few hours, when I churned the desire for food, I started wondering that what would it be to be poor...how do people survive when they have nothing to eat or drink....it is really tough....the strength from the body starts deteriorating and everything seems to fade away with time....it feels as if I am going to collapse if I don't take a nibble....nothing seems to cool the mind off and each and everything seems tasty to the eyes.....
There are people in this world who have nothing to eat or drink....they work hard but still in the end sit with there heads in their laps without a bite to swallow....how would the ones feel who have their families to support but they can't even fulfil their own hunger....world is tough for them...on the other hand, there are people like you and me who are blessed with enough food to suppress our hunger and are blessed with enough drinks to flood our throats....we never really realised what would it be like without food and water....how would we ever survive....
Well, I thank Allah for giving me this chance of understanding the importance of food and making me aware about the blessings He has bestowed upon me and my family....if it weren't for this month of Ramadan, I might never had been thankful for all the food am provided with, from my heart....I would have just taken it for granted but insha-Allah from this day on, I would always respect food and keep in mind that how well am blessed....I intentionally wrote this post while fasting because I wanted to pour out my feelings when am being irritated by my hungry stomach...
May He bless us all and may each and everyone be thankful to Him.....

My 9th Post: Mood swings

hey ya all....it has really been an odd day....my mood seems to change every hour or so....I am in a mood to listen to classic at a moment but just 5 mins later am singing rock or maybe just maybe just fed up of songs....that feeling is really tough to control and tolerate, I mean come on, there should be a flow for each and everything....it shouldn't be a buffet of moods or feelings to search the way through...I mean it is understandable that one is eating a pizza and then changes the taste to spaghetti...that is acceptable but just imagine someone happy and then sad and then happy and then gloomy, simply that person would have lost it....well today is that day for me and which is why my writing seems to hit of the edge and sink in the screen just like titanic did in Atlantic (I guess).....
people do get mood swings, some due to some medical conditions and others do to some trauma....but still there are special cases like me who get swings cause of no particular reason...seriously there should be something like heartbreak or anger upon something or stress but no...for me it is simply a special day cause my life needs me to be unique in every kind of way possible :p
right now I am just feeling kind of ignorant and want to stop writing and the time I started off this post, I felt lonely :/ but well now I am happy much :D and ya I should get my head on straight and leave for now :P
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